Back a few years ago, I met a girl. She was very pretty. She gave me her number to hang out. Well, there were some very dramatic issues. I was so astonished with her and became increasingly obsessed with her. I went a bit too far. I kept texting her and messaging her. I think I kind of killed my chances with her. But I really like her. I don't know what she thinks of me. I don't want to just let it go and I don't know what to do. What do you think I should do to make it better? Maybe I'm just ranting. Maybe I have this obsessive attitude about things. I don't know if my self-esteem is being destroyed as well. I mean I feel confident about many things, but at times I think my self-esteem is diminishing. I don't think it's because of what I've done. As of now, my obsession with her has also vanished. I don't think of her as much. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just look at other options. There is also this notion that states she may have a thing for me but there is no conformation. She did reply a few times, where she would say she would get back to me and at times she would say just give me a second. But then, I would just continue even replying excessively. I also think I care about her. At times, I would wonder if she's ok. When she would be feeling down, I would wonder and think of things that may cheer her up. Maybe this is but just an obsessive quality about me. Maybe I don't really like her and I'm just bouncing all over the place and ranting not really finding a clique or place where I belong or belong with. Maybe I really need to give her space to think if she really can feel anything about me. But I seem to always want to constantly leave a good impression where if I think I didn't leave a good one I would constantly keep refreshing and keep doing it again over and over. Once I did impress her and she drew a picture based on what I did but this was a while ago.