Has this ever happened to you? Did you ever feel the need to distance yourself from modern civilization and go back to jungle, beach, rock, desert, snow, plain etc. places forever? So, I was watching a lot of discovery channel, checking out dive fishing videos, reading adventure books. And I was thinking, what if I could just leave the civilization and live in a very natural way. I mean I have grown sick and tired of verious things that goes on around me everyday. Yesterday, I saw Blue Lagoon I and II, and it has put a firm desire in me to live a life in the lap of nature. Actually, the way I see it, human life in general has only two purposes - to seek comfort and to seek knowledge. Thankfully, I have enough of both. I do not need anymore. I do not even feel the need of earning money. So, I have this feeling of drifting out. Maybe I'll get a mate, maybe not. But seriously, I do not want my kids to grow up in so called "modern world". Some may think I'm out of my mind or I will be doing harm to my children. But I want to give them the joy that I myself so dreadfully lack here. NB: My only doubt is given the choice my kids might differ from my view on joy. Thus, I am confused. If I had the answer I'd have left a long ago.