Hello everyone I am a 20 year old male. I love studying physics (even though not as good as I would like) and understanding maths, so far we did mechanics which was my favourite topi In general life has been really difficult so far, I know I have some mental problems due to those experiences, but I persevere. Anyway, I had my a levels and got into university but am not enjoying the course. I really would love to study electronics or computer science (I am applying to the programs). I had also gotten accepted for a program in physics, but I dropped the plan as my maths was poor! Other interesting things about me, well I love alternative/conspiracy theories, mainly because I don't trust the normal explanations, I see the world differently than most people. I know a lot about many things but that is to a superficial level. My hobby is 3d design and art, I usually create those things which are about the topic that currently interest me: right now I made an imaginary radio/communication device..because I am interested in electronic communications right now. Here is an image: the idea is to add some electronics/wires inside to make it look like something that works..llol. the screen has been intruded (its a surface but now you can see inside) I feel like this community, well I probably misunderstood it a little at first. I learn a lot here and hope to do so in the future too. I have fooled around a lot in other forums, but here is where one feels he can grow, especially intellectually. When life gets too difficult for me (happening more frequently) I just remind myself that we don't know the purpose of life and other mysteries (which I won't be allowed to discuss here), though it does not work most of the time. I had an older account, but it had one post and was made 2 years or so ago..and I forgot the account and password as well. Anyway, hope to help and grow!