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I've been lurking these forums for a long time, but I never really bothered to sign up until recently. I am far from the level that most people are on here, but here goes anyway..also, apologies for the super long post. I wanted to be sure I explained as much as possible.
I am attempting to major in Astronomy at my local Community College, however after quite a few personal setbacks it has taken me years, yes YEARS, to even get through my general requirement courses. I told my advisor that not taking any REAL science courses (I aced all the soft sciences and they really bored me) was really bringing me down, so this upcoming Spring semester will be my first semester in which I will be taking natural science courses, specifically Chemistry and Astronomy. I guess a little history may be required. When I was in high school I had no interest in college. I did all the guidance counselor garbage: filling out applications, pretending to care, and all that. I always put Astronomy as my intended major, because I have had an interest in it since I could read. I just wanted out of high school, though. After High School I got a shiny new job at a famous retail chain and it did not take me long to decide that I needed to go to college. I don't know if it was coincidence or if the college really wanted me to attend (I'm going to go with coincidence), but the first year I attended was the first year they offered Astronomy. I have spent almost five years in this school trying to get my A.S. and it is really bringing me down. Because of health issues and the four hours of sleep per night during my first two years, I have had to play catch-up on my grades. I made a C in Calculus, which apparently showed my advisor I needed Finite Math. That set me back a year and a half itself. Personally, I believe the only reason I did poorly was because I had never seen trig functions before and had no idea what they did. Last semester I took Pre-Calc and made an A in trig, so I think I'm ready to jump back in. Additionally, I tended to fall in love with Calculus when I first took it. I obviously didn't understand it completely, but I loved the concept and the equations themselves were just beautiful to me. I would often spend hours making up my own problems and attempting to solve them. But, I digress. My grades have since improved vastly (though I think quitting my job earlier this year has helped...but, that's another story entirely) and I will be graduating in 2012, finally, with my little A.S. Recently I have been reading that an associate's degree is useless. That's pretty hard to hear. I mean I know an A.S. isn't the best thing in the world, but useless? Ugh. I had big plans when I first decided to pursue an advanced education. I wanted to get a PhD and have the satisfaction of knowing I mastered something I am greatly interested in and that I was a documented scientist like all of the people I respect and look up to. Physics/Astronomy/Astrophysics is the only thing I am really passionately interested in. I'm not doing this for the money or the reputation, but because I want to learn as much as possible about this subject. My advisor tried to talk me into engineering, but I just really enjoy Astronomy or if not that, then Theoretical Physics. I know it is a long shot and I have all but given up on this, but my dream college is U.C. Berkeley. My GPA is a bit rough, though, and I often joke that at the rate I am going I won't get my B.S. for another six years. I planned on getting my A.S. and either dropping off the face of the planet or moving to California and trying to get into a state university for my Masters and selling some organs to attend UCB for my PhD. The former is sounding like more of an option right now. I really don't want to give up and have to work in a factory for the rest of my life like everyone else does in this dead-end town. I love reading about physics and theories and I get ridiculously excited thinking about taking physics courses. But, maybe I'm not smart enough for physics. It's a nice dream and all, but perhaps that's where it should stop. A dream. Anyway, I guess the question or whatever I am typing this for is...any advice? Anyone have a similar situation? I've read similar situations on the forums, but these people seem to have things a bit more together than I feel I do. I'm also worried that my credits won't transfer anywhere, though my advisor says they will transfer anywhere. Does anyone have any experience with transferring an A.S. to the other side of the USA?
Also, here's an amusing anecdote depending on your sense of humor. The only D I ever made pre-college was in Physics my senior year. I know, right? I knew that astronomy and physics went hand-in-hand, but I just wanted to get out and be done with it. However, after high school I began reading books about physics on my own and it's just like something clicked.
Also, also, sorry again for the really long post. I guess I got a little carried away. :uhh:
I am attempting to major in Astronomy at my local Community College, however after quite a few personal setbacks it has taken me years, yes YEARS, to even get through my general requirement courses. I told my advisor that not taking any REAL science courses (I aced all the soft sciences and they really bored me) was really bringing me down, so this upcoming Spring semester will be my first semester in which I will be taking natural science courses, specifically Chemistry and Astronomy. I guess a little history may be required. When I was in high school I had no interest in college. I did all the guidance counselor garbage: filling out applications, pretending to care, and all that. I always put Astronomy as my intended major, because I have had an interest in it since I could read. I just wanted out of high school, though. After High School I got a shiny new job at a famous retail chain and it did not take me long to decide that I needed to go to college. I don't know if it was coincidence or if the college really wanted me to attend (I'm going to go with coincidence), but the first year I attended was the first year they offered Astronomy. I have spent almost five years in this school trying to get my A.S. and it is really bringing me down. Because of health issues and the four hours of sleep per night during my first two years, I have had to play catch-up on my grades. I made a C in Calculus, which apparently showed my advisor I needed Finite Math. That set me back a year and a half itself. Personally, I believe the only reason I did poorly was because I had never seen trig functions before and had no idea what they did. Last semester I took Pre-Calc and made an A in trig, so I think I'm ready to jump back in. Additionally, I tended to fall in love with Calculus when I first took it. I obviously didn't understand it completely, but I loved the concept and the equations themselves were just beautiful to me. I would often spend hours making up my own problems and attempting to solve them. But, I digress. My grades have since improved vastly (though I think quitting my job earlier this year has helped...but, that's another story entirely) and I will be graduating in 2012, finally, with my little A.S. Recently I have been reading that an associate's degree is useless. That's pretty hard to hear. I mean I know an A.S. isn't the best thing in the world, but useless? Ugh. I had big plans when I first decided to pursue an advanced education. I wanted to get a PhD and have the satisfaction of knowing I mastered something I am greatly interested in and that I was a documented scientist like all of the people I respect and look up to. Physics/Astronomy/Astrophysics is the only thing I am really passionately interested in. I'm not doing this for the money or the reputation, but because I want to learn as much as possible about this subject. My advisor tried to talk me into engineering, but I just really enjoy Astronomy or if not that, then Theoretical Physics. I know it is a long shot and I have all but given up on this, but my dream college is U.C. Berkeley. My GPA is a bit rough, though, and I often joke that at the rate I am going I won't get my B.S. for another six years. I planned on getting my A.S. and either dropping off the face of the planet or moving to California and trying to get into a state university for my Masters and selling some organs to attend UCB for my PhD. The former is sounding like more of an option right now. I really don't want to give up and have to work in a factory for the rest of my life like everyone else does in this dead-end town. I love reading about physics and theories and I get ridiculously excited thinking about taking physics courses. But, maybe I'm not smart enough for physics. It's a nice dream and all, but perhaps that's where it should stop. A dream. Anyway, I guess the question or whatever I am typing this for is...any advice? Anyone have a similar situation? I've read similar situations on the forums, but these people seem to have things a bit more together than I feel I do. I'm also worried that my credits won't transfer anywhere, though my advisor says they will transfer anywhere. Does anyone have any experience with transferring an A.S. to the other side of the USA?
Also, here's an amusing anecdote depending on your sense of humor. The only D I ever made pre-college was in Physics my senior year. I know, right? I knew that astronomy and physics went hand-in-hand, but I just wanted to get out and be done with it. However, after high school I began reading books about physics on my own and it's just like something clicked.
Also, also, sorry again for the really long post. I guess I got a little carried away. :uhh: