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hanson
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Hi all.
I am a little bit frustrated after my mid-term test today.
Perhaps it is the worst performance I have in my undergraduate study.
Partly because I have not studied for some part of the exam. (I did not intend to skip it but I heard firmly that it won't be tested from the professor, but somehow others revised for it and it was tested).
But the most important point is that, I happened to be unable to solve a question but someone in my class did it!
I have been a top student in my class and I thought that I will be the one to solve the most difficult question that others can't solve.
But I just fail to do so yesterday.
That is not a particularly "extremely" difficult question but somehow I just can't figure out the solution at that moment. I just got idea how to do it after reading a reference book after the test.
Ah...so I am feeling quite bad now, feeling a incompetence compared to that classmate.
I am going to graduate school after I graduate. In my mind, it is for really top students who can always tackle the difficult problems. So, I am feeling that...am I really deserve to be in graduate school? Perhaps that guy is more suitable than I do. Ah...
I know I have got a really low emotional quotient or adverse quotient? Um...I just write to express here. Anyone got similar experience or got something to share?
Cheers.
I am a little bit frustrated after my mid-term test today.
Perhaps it is the worst performance I have in my undergraduate study.
Partly because I have not studied for some part of the exam. (I did not intend to skip it but I heard firmly that it won't be tested from the professor, but somehow others revised for it and it was tested).
But the most important point is that, I happened to be unable to solve a question but someone in my class did it!
I have been a top student in my class and I thought that I will be the one to solve the most difficult question that others can't solve.
But I just fail to do so yesterday.
That is not a particularly "extremely" difficult question but somehow I just can't figure out the solution at that moment. I just got idea how to do it after reading a reference book after the test.
Ah...so I am feeling quite bad now, feeling a incompetence compared to that classmate.
I am going to graduate school after I graduate. In my mind, it is for really top students who can always tackle the difficult problems. So, I am feeling that...am I really deserve to be in graduate school? Perhaps that guy is more suitable than I do. Ah...
I know I have got a really low emotional quotient or adverse quotient? Um...I just write to express here. Anyone got similar experience or got something to share?
Cheers.