Same thing, I guess. Although you have to find the relationship for you if you want one, I also just don't like to hang around or talk with most people. There are several less than ten people that I would give up a day by myself writing music, or doing math, or physics, or video editing, or reading books, or browsing the internet, or pondering my philosophies, to go hang out with.I don't know why "recluse" has such a bad connotation.
I go out often and have plenty of friends and all that, but I really enjoy the time I have to myself too, and I much rather spend the majority of my week by myself than with people.
I don't hate myself or people, I just need time to myself to do things I like doing without company like play music or write or edit video, learn new things, all that... even just sit by the window and think. ... I don't see myself getting married, my longest relationship was about 2 weeks lol (surprise :rofl: ).