Gotta get this outta my system. Never mind me. [vent] Oh daaammnn! I`m sick to the stomach. What the hell is happening!? I can't sleep. I can't think about anything but her. She is at the moment my whole universe! My productivity is down to zero and I have so much to do (she'll pay for this). I feel like I have twenty knots in my stomach (and it's not the booze... I think). I've been in love before but it's never been as unreal and intense as this. ..I`m dying... ..feeling like writing a letter... [/vent] ...phew. That's better.