A discussion member in one of the places I hang around did commit suicide. I recently know it and it made me so sad reading all his posts and realize that he now is gone forever. It was difficult holding back the tears seeing a young good person is not here any more. He was a good member and also an administrator for a little discussion board. He never roared or was rude to anyone. He could make jokes and very polite in discussion with people. The board is now dead without him. The members are all gone. No traces of him. He was only 20 with life and future in front of him, but he chose not to be there. He thought the human beings and life were awful and he meant that walking on this earth was worse than being in hell. He was a good person, because he said that he could feel if someone was hurt, even strangers, and he really wanted to get to them and comfort them, but he could not do it, because one usually did not go to strangers and comfort them. I cried more when i read he said it...now he was gone forever. He loved music, games, movies, UFO and more. He was a smart and talented guy, you can see it from his replies. He was a very good person and is worth to be remembered and not to be forgotten. Even if i don't know him, but it seems like i have lost a very good friend. The poem he posted: The worm I see a worm, and I see lots of life... you, may think what a weird place to see life, its just a worm... But the worm is changing, into a beatiful butterfly.. Thats much better symbol of life you think. But what is the difference? It was life all along... Treat life like you treat your most precius thing in the world. Its the cause of the creation and its all that is. Dont let somone take yours and help others keep their and take care of life that has a hard time helping itself. When all life realize that life is all that is then the creation is finaly complete... Rest in peace and i hope you get what you look for, Starchild.