I am very interested in physics, I feel like becoming a physicist is something I really want to do. I love learning about the universe and how it works, I am also very interested in Michio Kaku and his work. I know to be a physicist you need to know calculus, but I am trying to learn calculus and I just can not seem to pick it up. I just sit there and look at the equations thinking "what the hell is this", if anyone could link me to a very basic calculus learning site, or possibly teach me to learn it, that would mean the world to me. Thanks for reading.