I never really found the right crowd for me, but I've been hoping for years, now, that I would find a group of intensely physically active, music playing, meal cooking, mathematics, physics, and engineering students who regularly banded together to help each other understand tough concepts, battle each other in a martial arts match/climb a mountain/jog a marathon, or what have you. I find it hard to just "be". I don't get what people do when they "hang out" and "chill" with each other. I tend feel incapable of relating to others and understimulated, cognitively. Does anyone else share my vision of an ideal clique? Maybe you have another one?