Hi, how's it going. Im new here. Over the past month or so I have developed back that facination of the universe I had as a kid. It was big back then but it's even bigger now. Im seriously concidering a career in physics and all to do with the universe, but I've never realy known what I wanted to do with my life so I'm unsure whether it's just a phase or not. This is why im seeking some advice. There's more to it; i'll explain. At school I didn't realy do that well in science, and couldn't realy be bothered with it but I always had a feeling that my future played a major part of technological advancement. Over the past couple of years or so now I have learned basic knowledge on the universe from books and the bbc series "Space" and enjoyed it's presence, but have never realy had any SERIOUS knowledge on the subject. Just like almost every average person. Over the past couple of months my mind has been constantly focused on the universe and the laws of physics. This is part of my wanting the career, But the most of it is the theorys, questions, answers and arguments I have worked out/thought up. Some of them are more farout than others, but they generaly follow the laws of physics and the most popular theorys I've read about. This is what is driving my dream of resaerching the laws of the universe. New discoveries will be found in my life time, no matter how large or minor as i'm only 21 and I want to be a part of that. I have a whoe 50 years average left of my life, that's like half a century. This was all good, until the other day. Before hand I only knew that black holes where created when a star dies. But now I have actualy, in theory, figured out how black holes are created all by my self, and it all follows einsteins laws of physics I know of! I have even thought of arguments that the current way they think it's possible to create a black hole in a particle accelerator is wrong. Colliding two particles together I think it is, correct me please. Im not saying it is right, but they follow laws and it seems right to me. I have never read anything of my theory, all I knew was they dont know how they are created. How old this information is I don't know, kind of the reason im posting here. Correct me please. I even tought of a basic equation of what gravity is, but I don't know if people have an equation for gravity either. When I figured it out I started crying and thinking that normal people shouldn't be figuring out things like this. Could this be a sign that this is what i should do? P.S I haven't studied science at colege or uni so I know prety much nothing and I think that if I study and know my stuff, the theorys will be bigger and better. Is coming up with a serious theory on how black holes are created and how to create one concidered a exceptional thing for an average person with absolute no college training? I hope if I study, I might have some serious answers. That's my drive.