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CosmicKitten
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I have been out of school for over a year now. The reason for this is that I was bored with the classes I was taking at the community college (calc 2, physics 2 and physics 3) to the point that I could not concentrate on earning A's, among other issues, not quite sure why given that I had gotten A's the previous year without even paying attention or studying or doing the homework. In the past year I have been studying on my own, which I find works far better than listening to a lecture, which for me makes me too tired to concentrate on the book and stores memories of the material through episodic memory, which is a most inefficient way to learn, and, I believe, results in learning difficulties analogous to memory based trauma.
Anyway, I found that I understand things better if treated at a higher level. The particular classes I was taking were mainly about memorizing things that would be far more efficient to teach while studying harder subjects (come to think of it I don't know why calc 1 and 3 aren't taught concurrently since learning how to do it in three dimensions isn't really teaching anything new, unless I am much mistaken about the content of the curriculum or if it is just unusual that I can think in that way) and I found that, for example, reading a third year level book on electromagnetics made a lot more sense than the lower division treatment. Would anyone suggest, say, an upper division to graduate level book that treats the topics covered in physics 3 (waves, optics, modern physics) at a high enough level to actually understand well enough to remember without rote?
A while ago I bought a book titled "Mathematics of Classical and Quantum Physics" (Byron & Fuller) and only recently have I felt confident enough with my math skills to open it. I find so far that I understand everything and can remember it well, I've been reading it for about a week and I'm on the third chapter. Is that good progress? Bear in mind I have to read it on days that I am not going anywhere or doing anyhing so that I can fully concentrate, and although I have absorbed everything from each chapter before moving on to the next one I have not worked out the problems yet, I shall after I have read all the chapters but I prefer to let the material ferment in my head for a while before I attempt any problems.
What other books should I be reading? I want to study physics and chemistry and math and I am trying to save up money to take the GREs and or take graduate level classes at UCSD via extension (I am not allowed to apply for admission until I get 60 credits, that's what I get for being talked into starting at a comm. college although it seems to me the four year setup would work far better for me) and in the fall maybe go back to the comm. college and take classes in everything EXCEPT the math and science classes - I don't trust myself to get good grades in classes that require you to memorize the dumbed down way and test you on the lectures that are poisonous for me to listen to.
As for replies, if its not a problem, I would prefer responses to be PM because the moderators here like to move my threads to different forums and then give me infractions when my replies go a little off topic (which is rubbish because any good physics discussion is going to cross disciplines) I would like advice and suggested readings and perhaps what kinds of things I can do to be impressive enough to transfer to a private school or get a full scholarship to an out of state school. I have considered switching majors on paper (because my credentials as an artist and a writer are far more impressive than my credentials so far to be a physicist) and then transferring and switching back as soon as acceptance is locked (I see no point in even minoring in a subject that I have done a good enough job of mastering on my own, and that does not strictly require a degree to work in anyway) and working on the professors to let me take higher level classes.
Some other things to know:
-I have an incredibly long memory. I don't forget. Ever. Not even math that I never use.
-I can only concentrate on one thing at a time. Hence, if I have to go to class on a certain day, I can choose to either forget that class or forget about studying for the day. All attempts I have made to multitask in the least bit have failed.
-I have a hard time controlling what to focus on. If my mind decides it wants to be stuck on something else, I can forget about doing what needs to be done for the day.
-I am a 23 year old female who was not allowed to go to college until 2 years after high school, and who was not allowed to study college level physics and math until I was freed from my controlling foster/adoptive parent (sorry I really hate making these excuses but I am not lazy just so you know)
-I take 5 mg of Adderall a day. That is a small dose but if I were to take any higher I would probably get a panic attack. It helps my mood and my determination and confidence more than my attention; as a matter of fact, it may be making it worse, by making my thoughts more hyperactive; people see how fast I talk and how hyper I am and they think I am anxious or manic but I have always been like that, and my experiences with calm down pills have been awfully demotivating...
Anyway, I found that I understand things better if treated at a higher level. The particular classes I was taking were mainly about memorizing things that would be far more efficient to teach while studying harder subjects (come to think of it I don't know why calc 1 and 3 aren't taught concurrently since learning how to do it in three dimensions isn't really teaching anything new, unless I am much mistaken about the content of the curriculum or if it is just unusual that I can think in that way) and I found that, for example, reading a third year level book on electromagnetics made a lot more sense than the lower division treatment. Would anyone suggest, say, an upper division to graduate level book that treats the topics covered in physics 3 (waves, optics, modern physics) at a high enough level to actually understand well enough to remember without rote?
A while ago I bought a book titled "Mathematics of Classical and Quantum Physics" (Byron & Fuller) and only recently have I felt confident enough with my math skills to open it. I find so far that I understand everything and can remember it well, I've been reading it for about a week and I'm on the third chapter. Is that good progress? Bear in mind I have to read it on days that I am not going anywhere or doing anyhing so that I can fully concentrate, and although I have absorbed everything from each chapter before moving on to the next one I have not worked out the problems yet, I shall after I have read all the chapters but I prefer to let the material ferment in my head for a while before I attempt any problems.
What other books should I be reading? I want to study physics and chemistry and math and I am trying to save up money to take the GREs and or take graduate level classes at UCSD via extension (I am not allowed to apply for admission until I get 60 credits, that's what I get for being talked into starting at a comm. college although it seems to me the four year setup would work far better for me) and in the fall maybe go back to the comm. college and take classes in everything EXCEPT the math and science classes - I don't trust myself to get good grades in classes that require you to memorize the dumbed down way and test you on the lectures that are poisonous for me to listen to.
As for replies, if its not a problem, I would prefer responses to be PM because the moderators here like to move my threads to different forums and then give me infractions when my replies go a little off topic (which is rubbish because any good physics discussion is going to cross disciplines) I would like advice and suggested readings and perhaps what kinds of things I can do to be impressive enough to transfer to a private school or get a full scholarship to an out of state school. I have considered switching majors on paper (because my credentials as an artist and a writer are far more impressive than my credentials so far to be a physicist) and then transferring and switching back as soon as acceptance is locked (I see no point in even minoring in a subject that I have done a good enough job of mastering on my own, and that does not strictly require a degree to work in anyway) and working on the professors to let me take higher level classes.
Some other things to know:
-I have an incredibly long memory. I don't forget. Ever. Not even math that I never use.
-I can only concentrate on one thing at a time. Hence, if I have to go to class on a certain day, I can choose to either forget that class or forget about studying for the day. All attempts I have made to multitask in the least bit have failed.
-I have a hard time controlling what to focus on. If my mind decides it wants to be stuck on something else, I can forget about doing what needs to be done for the day.
-I am a 23 year old female who was not allowed to go to college until 2 years after high school, and who was not allowed to study college level physics and math until I was freed from my controlling foster/adoptive parent (sorry I really hate making these excuses but I am not lazy just so you know)
-I take 5 mg of Adderall a day. That is a small dose but if I were to take any higher I would probably get a panic attack. It helps my mood and my determination and confidence more than my attention; as a matter of fact, it may be making it worse, by making my thoughts more hyperactive; people see how fast I talk and how hyper I am and they think I am anxious or manic but I have always been like that, and my experiences with calm down pills have been awfully demotivating...