So I got killed this past year in physics. Combined with the fact that I slacked off a lot in first year, I have an awful GPA. It's currently sitting at 1.66 ( out of 4.3) I need ~2.0 to get into honors physics. I'm guessing the possibility of grad school is out the window. I've been studying 3rd year physics all summer to try and get ahead but the damage is done. I hate myself so much right now. That's 2 years I'll never get back. I feel like there's no point and those 2 years of mistakes can never be undone. I need some guidance. Guidance from anyone.