Ok I'm sorry if this is a stupid question I read so many books about this stuff but not all sinks in I try but ok here's the question in Martin Ree's book, Just six numbers he talks about how when the universe was made it starts off at a certain speed and the further you go out like on the boundary of space and time it is going so fast it stretches space like bends it in essence can anyone explain that and another thing in the book faster then the speed out light by Joao Maguiejo he explains how speed of light was always a constant by in the beginning it was not 3 E to the 8 m/s but much faster can someone explain this and if it is even a leading idea he said it is but all my teachers frown upon it but im sure most profound ideas even SR or GR by einstein were frowned upon in the beginning. Sorry but i have one more, ok someone please paint a beautiful picture for me for i am truly lost with this. Ok singularity with ifinite mass density blah blah some reason boom and we're off the universe begins heres the things i cannot understand or maybe just picture ok a star that is on the boundary of the universe 10 or 15 billion light years use to in the beginning be right beside us?? true or not and i think thats true so what made it out there and us not like why was it chosen to get out of the gates first i understand once its off and runnin the farthest things runs the fasted i think but if someone can explain this it will help also lets say: right when big bang goes off you have a light in your hand and i have a light in my hand. you get off first and i a lil after you now 15 billion years later you are way way out there and i am where we are on earth, can i see your light and can you see my light? like when galaxies are red shifted away from us just because they are moving away that doesnt mean that there light is moving away does it cause it travels constant every which way right?? just if anyone can answer a few of these i would be happy and sorry for my ignorance i try but maybe not hard enough.