Right now I am just burned out from the whole college experience. A year ago, I was not ready to leave college and enjoyed the laid back atmosphere ; Boy has that mindset changed since a year has passed. I haven't gotten any real guidance from any of my professors, no matter how hard I've tried t to get the guidance I think I need; My professors didn't seemed to care about the problems I was encountering with my academic work; My advisor has been of absolutely no help to me because he looked at my transcript and knew that I was doing bad in my classes, but did not give many any academic advice nor did he inquire why I was performing badly in my classes. Luckily for me, I gotten all my physics education at my college library. As far as the social scene goes, I am not really been into drinking or partying and so have not fit in with most of the people in college since that seems like most of the kids want to do , at least at my college. I did meet one guy on campus who I really cliqued with and we had many similarities and consequently we enjoyed spending time together and then one day he just stopped returning my calls and begin avoiding me; He did profess in one of our emails that he avoided social situations a lot and confessed that why he missed so many of our outings together; He was the person I trusted the most at my college, and on an absolute level of trustworthiness , he is not even trust worthy. I went to see a psychologist to tell her about my personal problems and of course like I predicted, she did not give me any sound advice on how to cope with my problems , and so recommended me to a psychiatrist and me be prescribed on some"drugs". She did even know what drugs I should take nor did she used an MRI to analyzing my brain , yet she recommended me to take some psychoactive drugs. Seeing that their were many suicides and school shootings have resulted because of people being prescribed on psychoactive drugs, I did not want to go down that road. Of course I've been down on that road before with me being prescribe to ritalin as a child. This year college has been a fast stomach churning roller coaster ride that has increase my heartrate drastically. I am increasingly worried about my future since I will probably have no job prospects after college. I wanted to go to physics grad school, but thats no longer a possibility with my GPA. But I am content with not going to grad school; I will continue studying physics whether my physics education is informal or not.Want to take a break but parents want me to finish. How do I deal?