the f-ed up life, or the f-ed up person? i've been in and out of therapy since i was 6. now, this i find curious... a 6 year old in therapy... does that really make sense? does that mean i was crazy already... so young? does something happen to a person that makes them crazy? i mean, i know i've had a lot, A LOT, of messed up things happen to me. but did i bring in on myself? was i messed up to begin with, and thus have led a messed up life? are 'normal' people born normal? and thus have normal lives? i'm sure there are occaions when out of the ordinary normalness... or craziness occurs to the crazy... or normal, (respectively,) person. actually, i take that back, craziness can happen to a normal person... but normalness... i don't think a crazy person can really have something normal happen... because its always veiwed from an abnormal context... so therefore its always abnormal by virtue. anyway. self destructive people... always have ****ty lives... because they make it that way. right? or, were their lives crummy to begin with, and thus they developed a mind set that their life was always supposed to be crummy? i guess thats how it is with personality disorders eh? how can you tell really... are you born with that disorder, or is it developed? i think it must be hard to tell... especially if you went to therapy at 6.