My question should really makes me feel ashamed , but honestly it seemed to be like the perfect thing for her and me and also I admit it's so ironic she is what I had pictured her to be...But there are facts in our lives we can never change, right ? One thing I need from her is just tell me that she understands and feels the same ! That is perfect romance that I've created in my mind, truthfully I'd live a thousand lives, each one with her right by my side, but yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance, and so it seems like we'll never have the chance.... Sometimes I think that a true love can never be, I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me. I know life can be very cruel in a way that I can't explain and I don't think that I could face it all again. I barely know her but somehow I know what she's about. I tried to look for one true love but couldn't find it out, where is it and what it is, do you know ?