Forgetfulness is the word that sticks out to me; but the risk to forget my current life is at this molment, is too great to jump into, atleast from my perspective.
Thats a thinker; to my interpretation, You only need to forget at certain times... The funny thing is, my philosophy(my ecstacy) is very separate from my life, and i am comfortable with that. The awareness of the completeness of my philosophy is very reassuring, and it helps me live a more exhilarating day to day life, but it does not complement my day to day life in principal...Forgetful is the answer, the question is, why is it wrong in context to which we speak. There is only one way to answer this. To find the answer do you really need to forget your life, and the things and people in it?