AdamAutism1998

My name is Adam. I'm 17 years old. I have Autism, ADD, Asperger's and OCD

Need to Know for safety: I have been into astronomy since my very early childhood. I am quiet and shy, but open up once I get to truly know people. Unfortunately, due to a very rough and dark childhood, I am a spaz, and I apologize a lot if I feel I've done something wrong. My parents are kind and loving, but I was bullied since preschool, abused by students, teachers, and strangers, in many different ways. I suffer serious depression and I have a very strong self hatred. I was treated as useless and annoying in school, and I was a scapegoat. I admit to have attempting suicide multiple times because of severe emotional issues and pain. So to be safe, nice feedback is appreciated from strangers, but any feedback is okay from people I know closely. I am normally very calm, patient, tolerate, and controlled, but when concerned this easily changes. Understand if I accidently lose control at one point, that I'm not trying to be annoying on purpose, but I'm just really worried and upset because I feel I have wronged you or someone, and it takes a strong toll on me. But, if you're a general stranger, I'll be fine. This is mostly a warning to any potential friends because I rely on what they think of me, since I can't ever think anything good of myself given my past.

I'll update with more detail later.