Oops, I didn't see your reply and I edited my post. Yeah, my first year was filled with me not studying enough. I know that's my problem. Anyway, I'm working about 5ish hours a day over the summer but there are kids I'm taking care of around. I'll just get more focused. I guess I already knew...
I'm attending a college in the top 10 in math/physics. I did really well in HS, scored in the 99th percentile, etc. That whole time I guess I'd be considered depressed. I was lazy and slept through all my classes. Never turned in work. I was unmotivated. This started in late elementary school...