Hmm.. about the part-time addict thing.. There's couple months a year when nothing particular's going on and I made them the months I'm sober annually (since 15/16). I kick whatever I'm on and take a look at my life and plan ahead, rest. I will be able to switch to being a recluse during the...
What? No I'm not trolling. Why?
I went to see a psychiatrist but he sent me home after I refused to take antidepressants and downers. Told me he had no time to resolve things talking
Given my situation it would be delusional to think I will never use anything again, futile even, but I'm dissatisfied leading solely a drug life. I will probably never have a family, but at least I want to pursue some of my interests. I am passionate for knowledge, ideas fuel me much more than...
I am clean at the moment (2 weeks). It doesn't sound like much but it's hard work. I'm starting to think clearer but I'm not coming to any different conclusions..
My 'question' is whether there's anyone with this sort of experience on this forum.. So far I've seen more of the black-white...
Ok so.. I have always been interested in natural sciences so I'll probably keep on browsing the forum.. but I'm off age when I needed to choose what to study (21) and I enrolled in physics. I can still change that.. Last year I studied Chemistry but Physics was one of the few classes I passed...
My first post.. Depending on my future I might become a regular.. (hopefully?) ... :)
I do think that.. given the past, .. my interest in science will remain .. so.. maybe I'll hang around anyways.
I'm kind of half asleep and will make a longer, more detailed post tomorrow--
see ya
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