Recent content by johndude222

Here is a little concept I have difficulty reasoning it out and I was hoping if someone can guide me through it. pKa of amino acid residues in a protein active site. Take histidine for example, below pH of 6.0 it stays positively charged but above pH of 6.0 it becomes neutral with the removal...

No, I havn't seen the counselor yet. I am planning to do that on wednesday and see what results I get. Ok, so apparently I don't have personality. That's probably true cause I don't even know what personality is. Yeah I don't know human to human interaction too well either cause well you know...

Yeah I am seeing a counselor tomorrow. Well, the thing is you are no longer a student so the reason for you to help others is a bit different no? For someone -student- to spend so much time on the discussion boards, is it wrong to assume that she at least have something in common? By my...

Ah, that makes sense. Thing is.. when people don't use me as a doormat sometimes, I feel pretty depressed. I feel like the reason they don't asks me for help is because I am not good at this stuff. When I am been used a door mat, I actually feel happy for the time being. Isn't that weird...

Huh ok. then why do they teach you all those chivalry stuff in school when you are a kid? I meant I was taught is good to be super nice to people. The knight in shiny armor who is always nice to his ladies is suppose to be the ultimate role model. (Fights a beast but always super gentle to his...

Man, I just learned what a door mat is. Never heard of that term before. I didn't known been nice could be bad. Kk, I need to start learning how to say no. One last thing, you guys sure being door mat is 100% bad? Just need one last confirmation.

What's GP. yeah I looked up Schizoid Personality Disorder too a while back.I don't think I am like that cause I do like hang out with people. I am only secluded because I don't fit in you know. Nerdy asian kid with glasses, hard to fit in with those big jocks and their girlfriends. A while...

Yeah seen it. Except it isn't real and those guys look pretty good. They didn't need to take much effort to get women to fall for them.. and what's with that girl- the crazy one.. man I don't think people like that exist. She is way to dependent.

Well I am asian. I don't like hang out with other asians cause the asians don't get along too well. We are too competitive with each other. You would think that asians should hang out together right.. well one of the things I was taught was that asians are worse than the europeans. Asians...

Yeah some of the people I helped offered me money but I refused. I don't help people for money. If they offer me money that's kinda bad cause now I have to make sure that I am tutoring their money's worth. I just help people cause I am bored and one of those big thank yous I get make me smile...

Well, in my university, you can only be tutor if you have already taken a course.. I like helping people when I am taking the same course as them but tutoring someone on stuff I learned ages ago isn't something I like to do. * Emotional coldness, detachment or reduced affection. Not...

Well you see, I did try to help people face to face and for a time I did enjoy it. Then they ditched me because I was busy helping other people and didn't talk to them for like 3-4 weeks. Now they won't even talk to me.. So that kinda of blow it. What does it mean feeling sorry for myself? I...

I spent a lot of time on the dicussion boards in my university to help others with homeworks. That's something else I do to waste time. Hmm I should find some "real" friends first before I ditch them? That way the transition won't be so diffcult. I will let you guys know when I do find some...

Huh, this is worse than I thought. So If they are real friends, how should they act? I can't get laid. I am too ugly/too much a nerd to get laid. I seriously can't make new friends. The one thing I spent my time on is homework and stuff. That's why i have those friends in the first place...

Ok, so I am an university student, just turned 20. I am not very social and don't live on campus so I am kinda of lonely at times. I get depressions a lot too. I got a couple of friends, I treat them super nice, like a gentleman. I help them with homeworks, lab reports etc.. In fact, I...