Phenomena in which emotion is bended or distorted into pieces ?

[porums]

Thanks
Is there a term used to describe a phenomena in which emotion is bended or distorted into pieces ? For example, a sad feeling may lead to some acts involved and conducted orderedly; and if such a sequence of acts are carried out in an unexpected order (and this order is supposed to be true among everyone) ? I am confused for such unpredictable acts. Are they kind of ill-mental ?

 

[Moonbear]

Can you please clarify or re-state your question? I don't understand what you're trying to ask at all. The phrase, "emotion is bended or distorted into pieces" makes no sense at all, so please help clarify what you mean by that.

 

[porums]

Yesterday when I was reading, I wasn't able to concentrate on the work I was doing, I just kept thinking about my past and I cried. Then I made myself a promise that I had to do something for things to be over. Right after this moment I discorvered that I stopped crying. I continued reading but a couple of minutes later, I suddenly wanted to write something down -- curses -- real ones on anyone related. I filled up my mind with all curses and hatre and hoped I could make a revenge in some way!

 

[Moonbear]

I strongly urge you to seek a psychologist or psychiatrist to discuss these issues. I have no idea what you're trying to describe, but it really does not sound at all normal.