So let's see, since I posted that item on Saturday concerning, well, I have admitted to prior usage so...one person started showing up...this guy showed up Sunday, (long story there...sorta) then Sunday evening at a meal that I hadn't seen him at in a little while. I sat in a chair against the wall, by myself, (No table) he comes over wanting to talk even though HE KNOWS I want nothing to do with him, I move off to go get my meal, take a seat again against the wall by myself across the room from the last one, he moves in again, I move out again...I leave the meal, (no incidents cause to many "straight people" there) then go about looking for lost coins, under the parking meters, as the snow melts and the re-emerge, walk into an intersection, see him and his 'Partener' across the street so I go further across as to be kitty corner to them, he sees me and starts calling out (yelling) that I am a "Rat", "There's the Rat" he is screaming towards me, his partner chirps up and asks why he doesn't simply go across the street and get me, "no Backup" is what he retorts to the partner...
So I have reason to suspect that this is the one who had been promoting the idea that I am in possession of marijuana...hummm, this is a guy who told me that he Has a "Dangerous Offender" designation from Prison (a DO) told me he had had a "Rock and Roll lifestyle" financed by drug sales he claimed where in the $30,000 per
month range (he is, to the best of my knowledge, a {very} capable liar, so take that as meaning, well, whatever, it could just as easily be a lie) and he is, apparently, attempting to "Rat me out" (for an addiction) cause he seems to think that I should have been a "good and honest citizen" and go turn myself in, after all, I am, according to people like him, just as much of a criminal as he is/was...humm he admitted to me that he had been an intravenous drug user, needles, but, apparently, he seems to think that, because he was once caught for his crimes, (not all of them, that is probably quite certain) he is no longer a criminal, cause he has paid his price, and is now a good and honest, upstanding, citizen...makes me wonder though, how to reconcile the ideas, inasmuch as, he seems to think that people should turn themselves in, if they have committed a crime, fess up, be honest, pay the price
(you know, like he did) which sounds really nice, save that he seems to have forgotten his bragging, last spring, about what he had done in prison, what he told me he wasn't convicted of because no one in the prison, who had witnessed his crime, would talk...he also told me that that was because they were all afraid of Him...truth is, they are afraid of the "Rat code" cause in prison they murder "Rats". (people who tell on you if you commit a crime)
Then again, this person has spent some time talking in front of me, (some of them like telling things, that they know are illegal, right in front of me, because they know, damn well, I don't like it) and it is clear enough from expressions he uses, like; "this entire town is full of rats" (that is sort of comical, cause, as I get his meaning, if he is outside your house, breaking into your car, you step outside, see it, and yell, "hey buddy stop breaking into my car or I'm going to call the police" well, he now has you as a RAT, you are a RAT simply because you wanted to use the societally accepted pathway of getting the police to help prevent crime...lords knows how or what he thinks is the right way of doing it other then that...back to Cro-Magnon man, and "head busting" (physical Violence) for the right to proprietorship) "Everybody in this town is a spy for the police" and several others, along the same lines, just pointed more at specific groups of people...even the people at the library, (are you laughing yet...cause it is funny, but NO it ain't funny, at all, this is {potentially} a very dangerous person) so what is the
difficulty in reconciliation here? well, he needs to lead the way, (for me, and everyone else) he needs to show us all that the proper manner of doing it, is to go to the Police, and turn yourself in, for what you know you have done, that is criminally wrong!
Just as he is attempting to, what? get me to do...on what criminal charge does he want me to cop a plea? admitted prior use of Marijuana, GLADLY, just as soon as he goes down there and admits to what he bragged and boasted about having done, in Prison, while he was incarcerated...cause I can tell you, something simple, If I was just as guilty as he is, then we are both criminals, something He thinks makes us equals...just that, the crime he wants me to admit to is one, wherein, if I had committed it, "possession", it would have been for my own personal use, so I hurt only myself, unlike him (who claims to have been a dealer and therefore has hurt, well God only knows, cause I doubt even he would know) who's crime, that he told me he had "gotten away with", well, that one certainly ended someone’s hurting, completely/permanently...but only if anything he says has any
truth to it, me, not really certain of anything other then him telling me (and several others there at the time, and YUP, don't think for a second that any of them would tell, they won't, guaranteed) the things, he did tell me, that he has/had done. (His Claims)
And oh yes, just in case you are someone who knows me, (at least Claims that) and is running around telling everyone that we "got high together", well, I have put here how someone can accomplish that, without the criminal offence of possession, so if you were getting High, with me, you must be the one who was in
possession, right?
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P.S. Just so's we keep's it staright, most of the "Disenfranchised" people that are the Homelees, or poor, that I have to spend time with, are nice enough people, to the point that I realized that there are, amongst them, ones that I (sorta) miss talking to, as I had to stop talking to everyone, or no one, that is the only choice you get when you have been, what? made famous by "word of mouth" alone...that, BTW is a conspiracy and it deprives me of my right to privacy, my right to choose for myself, and my right to know what the heck is being sid abuot me behind my back by the people initiated and continueing thses kinds of, what? ventures(?)