I have a formal standard physics university background in physics, math and some comp sci but with focus on physics. During the end up my undergraduate period I started to evaluate what to do next, I originally wanted to keep researching my intersts and answer my questions. But I soon realized that the downsides of mixing business/politics and pleasure was not acceptable. Part of this decisions was influenced by my supervisor who tried to advovate that future of physics as string theory and that if I don't like string theory then perhaps I should better do something else besides physics.
Since then I spent some time trying to understand biological life, something that I neglected previously. I studied some biochemistry, molecular biology and I complemented that with trying to model yeast cells in beer fermentations. It was very enlightning, and what I learned most from was not the biology itself, it was the process of trying to model something, and I was stuck by the similarity between this and the life of the cell itself.
Then inspired by the foundations of life itself, I reconnected to the ideas of foundations of physics, on which I recently picked up the thread. My interest in quite broad. I have interest in the scientific method itself, and the methodology of research, and how that relates to self-organisation in nature, ranging from the laws of physics to higher life as we know it. I don't care much about classifying my interests. I focus where I think I can learn the most.
Currently my interest in physics is in the foundations. I am not just interested in theories. I am interested in the life of the theories and the context where the theories live. From that angle I'm trying to probe and understand QM and Gravity.
I'm doing my own modelling in parallell to trying to read up on some of the current ideas of others. Penrose, rovelli and others. It looks like what I want is some kind of synthesis of several ideas.
This is my hobby and hence progress is slow.
My most recent key focus is to try to understand the emergence of superposition as a result of self organisation in the observers microstructure. I think an observers that can "handle superposition" is more "fit" than a classical observer. But I want to prove it, and understand what it's implications are. It's become clear that one way or the other this is related to the emergence of intertia of structural changes. This is why I got very curious on Penrose's gravitational induces state collapse. I'm starting to think tht Penrose outline is not they way I want to see it, but I still he is at least loosely onto something. But I think the HUP gravitational-self-energy stuff is too simplistic, but it serves the purposes of illustrating an idea.
/Fredrik