Asked to Withdraw from my program, asking for advise :( Hello everyone, I've recently been asked to withdraw from the physics program i was in due to my grades. I've talked to some school counselors about my situation, they told me i should take time off and reflect on why I did so poorly and such, but from the way she was talking, it seems that they didn't wish to take me bacK. i know there are options that i can take to get back to school, but recently, i've gotten into a really depressed and dark mood, due to the fact that i feel really disappointed, wish i could go back in time and fix my mistakes. I understand that there is no excuses except my own fault, on top of that i've already threw so much money into education. Right now i'm currently taking some off to work and save some money (working as a cook in a kitchen, and i do not wish to do anything like this for the rest of my life), so it just makes me want to go back to school even more, because everyday i feel as i'm wasting my time not accomplishing anything. Just like everyone else i want to be doing something that is meaningful to me and to be successful in life, and i absolutely love math (calculus & physics and such), but i simply lost momentum after spring or winter break, started lacked the motivation and procrastinate a lot after those breaks, and i hated myself for that, and like any other university programs if you slack off a little bit, you are going to be so behind. I've never been so depressed in my life, seeing friends graduating, getting into professional schools and such. I'm kinda stuck at this point in life, really just stuck and depressed, hoping i can get some guidance and advises from everyone.