Loren Booda said:Using hunt-and-peck typing and obsessive editing, it is hard for me to maintain voluminous communication.
Did you know that I have worked on an 800-mental health line for nine years? I field mostly informational calls, but some callers attempt to seek counseling or crisis intervention.
Hey there Loren
Yes thallium is an extremely poisonous element. I have a thing with poisons, but do not think I am a killer or anything..
I have barely heard of schizoaffective disorder. What is that about?
May I ask how old you are? How do you cope with the 800-mental help line?
The strange thing about me when I was ill was that I wanted to help other people so badly. I wanted to talk to others suffering from the same symptoms.
The doctors did never check me because I never told anyone about my hallucinations. I experienced only auditory hallucinations, particularly laughter, voices that called me names and one of them which was very vivid said: "Jesus! What an ugly witch she is!" That was when I read for a test, leant back and rested my eyes and suddenly, I felt a man over me shouting this in my ear. He was so close I could feel the sounds of eevrything else behind me being blocked away and it was like his jacket scraped against the sofa. I hopped up from the sofa and was completely breathless. I remember that so well.