Please forgive me about this being a long post but I am seriously at a lost as to what I should do and would appreciate any feedback you can provide.
I never had an interest in Legos and I have never taken apart an engine although I do find learning how engines work to be interesting.
In high school I was a 3.5GPA student and did fairly well considering I never applied myself to my studies. I didn't take AP classes but enjoyed Physics, Chemistry, Math, Psychology, and Art. My teachers always thought well of me because I always had an inquisitive mind, questioning everything. I always asked the "why?" question and never felt fully satisfied unless I knew the reason behind something. Yet, I was lazy and didn't know how to apply what I was learning. I felt high school was not challenging and looked forward to graduating so I could "get out".
Since high school I wanted to own my own business. I entered into a university not really knowing where it would lead me but I wanted to meet new people and be inspired. I enrolled in the Engineering (civil) program because I thought bridges were cool and it would be interesting to build buildings. For some reason, I got put into this weird program where there were only 10 students in my class, it was the same 10 students for ALL of my classes! They were val victorians and others who were driven, and I kept thinking to myself, "I came to meet new people and here I am with the same 10 people all day long, every day." I questioned myself continuously why I was in school. We had a discussion session once a week where we talked about quantum physics and I just kept thinking to myself, "How is this relevant to anything? How is this information useful?" I took Calculus I and struggled through it, eventually failing it with a D. I got A's in Chemistry and Biology but they were simply beginner level classes. That was all within my first 6 months as a freshman. I decided I needed time off.
I dabbled in art, music, and finally chose to stick with business. I graduated 6 years out of high school with a finance degree (emphasis in real estate) and some post graduate classes in urban planning. I graduated with a 3.7GPA.
After graduating, I traveled east Asia for four years teaching English, finally satisfying my desire to discover new places and experience new cultures.
I am now 28 and I am usually a very optimistic person but recently have been feeling at a lost. I would like to do work that improves people's lives and makes a contribution to society. I regret not sticking with Engineering back when I was a freshman but that is the past and I am now looking into the future.
I have been considering four options:
1) Getting an MBA
2) Getting a master's in urban planning
3) Getting a bachelor's in engineering
4) Not
going back to school.
I know all four options are very different.
I helped build a house last year and I enjoyed watching the project come together. I did very well when I took the few graduate courses in urban planning. I know out of Physics, Chemistry, and Math, Math is my weakest point. I spend most of my hours thinking of business ideas above all else. When I see a product, I first think of where and how it was made, then the people involved in manufacturing it, marketing it, and how it got to be where it is.
People have written many times that one should do what one loves. I totally agree and as much as I like money, I do not want to work for money, I want to be passionate about what I do and stick with it. I can endure how work and long hours as long as I am doing what I enjoy.
Is Engineering for me?
On another side note:
Why are there so few Civil Engineers who post here?