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Hi all, sorry if this is a little emotionally charged but I am a second semester sophomore chemistry major and I am very hard on myself about the grades I received in my major. First of all, I took the hardest possible general chemistry class as a first semester freshman because I wanted to be impressive and had no idea how hard college would be. It was an accelerated single-semester course that I did poorly in due to both exam anxiety and just lack of cultivated study skills (I never had to study in high school). Here is what my class grades look like:
Freshman Fall:
Gen Chem (accelerated single-semester): C+
Gen Chem Lab: B+
Freshman Spring:
Organic Chem 1: B
Organic Lab 1: A
Sophomore Fall:
Organic Chem 2: C+
Organic Lab 2: B-
Having two C+'s is really hurting my confidence in myself. Right now I'm in inorganic chemistry and my first midterm is in less than two weeks. I'm worried that, yet again, I'll perform poorly on exams no matter what I do. I've been exhibiting most symptoms of depression because I just feel like I'm not good for anything. I get worse grades in chemistry classes than a lot of people who don't even like chemistry! And I worked a lot harder in organic chem 2 than organic 1. It seems like I happened to have a lot of "bad luck" on exams that semester. They also purposefully made organic 2 lab so much harder. Basically, ever since freshman year I've been thinking that I'm way too stupid to be a chemistry major. It just hurts to see other people do so well without much effort and it's so hard to believe that I can do it. The bad grades make me think I should change my major, but there's nothing I'd rather be doing. I've taken classes in everything I find remotely interesting and those classes just bored me. And all my whinyness is distracting me from studying...
Freshman Fall:
Gen Chem (accelerated single-semester): C+
Gen Chem Lab: B+
Freshman Spring:
Organic Chem 1: B
Organic Lab 1: A
Sophomore Fall:
Organic Chem 2: C+
Organic Lab 2: B-
Having two C+'s is really hurting my confidence in myself. Right now I'm in inorganic chemistry and my first midterm is in less than two weeks. I'm worried that, yet again, I'll perform poorly on exams no matter what I do. I've been exhibiting most symptoms of depression because I just feel like I'm not good for anything. I get worse grades in chemistry classes than a lot of people who don't even like chemistry! And I worked a lot harder in organic chem 2 than organic 1. It seems like I happened to have a lot of "bad luck" on exams that semester. They also purposefully made organic 2 lab so much harder. Basically, ever since freshman year I've been thinking that I'm way too stupid to be a chemistry major. It just hurts to see other people do so well without much effort and it's so hard to believe that I can do it. The bad grades make me think I should change my major, but there's nothing I'd rather be doing. I've taken classes in everything I find remotely interesting and those classes just bored me. And all my whinyness is distracting me from studying...