Homestar1 said:
Thanks. I agree with seeing waves and wave functions as abstract tools. Any textbook you recommend so I can continue my studies? If I understand it right, each moment in time a particle is defined by conservation laws, but each moment changes from what was and what will be, thus appearing disordered, but within a moment of time between measures, there is order.
There is continuity.
I am unsure if studying QM in detail will help you much, except maybe to dispel some very common misunderstaings. You'll quickly run out of answers... and definitely have many more questions.
The belief that quantum mechanics is actually how reality really works, rather than how it is a math of probability being used to describe reality with very limited information of its actual structure.
If you measure mass with the metric system, your units are in metric.
If you speak French and answer questions, most likely your answer will be in French.
If you describe reality with probabilities, with little to no real understanding of what is going on, your answer will be in probabilities.
All that this can tell you with certainty is: your answer is always going to be in the format/language you used to ask the question. This doesn't actually mean the truth IS the language/format you asked the question with.
A calculation is a calculation. Nothing more, nothing less. A calculation is not a cause of anything, it can carry no forces, it can provide no existence for anything anymore than any second hand calculation can be independent of the party that calculates it. The question quantum mechanics has failed to answer is what is actually generating the probabilities...the basis for the calculations.
If you are looking to understand how the world really works, go to a church.
I am joking but... you'll likely get more unanswered questions than you have now. And they will be more difficult to address.