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Hi! So, I made into all the unis I applied to, for astrophysics and astronomy, ended up choosing the one not as well ranked only because I made it into their concurrent education program with astrophysics, chose a professional program over a Bsc here. I'm scared, I love astronomy and physics but I'm scared. I had an 89 average all throughout highschool, so it was already bad, and this year, my marks went down the gutter, I thought it was just first semester, but this semester too, I had a 91 in calc which dropped to an 81, 86 in bio (idk what it is at right now), and a nice, solid 77 in chem which I brought up most likely from thermodynamics, but I think my equilibirum test cancelled that out, not sure where I am now. My overall average so far is an 82 :'( . This whole year has just been a disaster and I dont know why. Im always sleepy, or bored in class, and I'm scared that I'm not fit to do physics at the uni level. I'm really not sure where this is going, this is basically me expressing everything i've pent up I guess. To anyone doing engineering, or physics, or chemistry, have you seen people completely screw up their senior year of high school, but go on to do exceptionally well in university? I have like 0 confidence too, mostly after teachers going on about how some of their highest scoring students are barely scraping by, or my physics teacher who says bio is the easiest subject and is more fit for me, even though I despise it.