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After finishing my undergraduate BA Math degree with a 2.78 GPA, no good recommendations, and no strong major related extracurricular activities to speak of, I have decided to a second bachelor's. I have a few reasons I'd like to mention, and I would appreciate anyone's advice or thoughts on the matter.
In hindsight, I don't think I was nearly mature enough at the beginning of my undergraduate experience to handle an undertaking like a college level degree. I pretty much wasted my first two years bumming around because I didn't know what to do in college, allowed my GPA to drop tremendously, and spent the last two years playing a painful game of catch up after a very strong wakeup call. And now, at the end of it all, I feel very unfulfilled and quite upset that I didn't realize the importance of a degree much earlier on. I think worst of all, the thing that's bothering me the most is that I know I could have done much better and succeeded if I'd done things differently.
In state tuition for schools in my state is quite cheap, and I may be able to get the entire thing covered by financial aid.
Furthermore, although there are graduate schools and jobs available for students with GPAs like mine, none of them are the ones that I am, at this time, willing to settle for. My sheer curiosity and ability in my major has grown considerably as of late, but I also know that not looking good in an application package is too difficult of a burden to overcome. As well, I think it would be too difficult to try to defend and build on an academic record like mine, especially when most of the jobs that I am searching for are academic based.
My final reason is somewhat more of a philosophical one but certainly the one that bothers me the most. I know that I have the ability to do very well in my major because I have been able to understand and enjoy the conceptual beauty of mathematics. But, my poor performance in my introductory level courses has left a great number of gaps in my ability to express mathematics fluently on paper. As such, I know for a fact that it is impossible to build on and make a career out of any skill (math in this case) that requires practice, especially mathematics. If there is anything that I have learned about mathematics, it is an art excelling in the science of precision and accuracy. It is not even close to enough to "get what's going on;" the language of your thought must be as accurate as possible. Even if I were to be able to get into a good graduate school, with my understanding at the level it is, I'd pretty much be setting myself up for failure. At this point, if I need to relearn and retake so many classes, I may as well just do the degree again and get off to the right start. I think it would be worth it to spend three years at most and get a chance to right my wrongs.
As well, doing a second degree would also allow me to change direction if I so chose. I wouldn't have to necessarily do math again, and I have been lately thinking a lot about a degree in a mathematical science, such as physics or economics, but I think that's somewhat of a digression for this post.
I would really appreciate anything anyone would be willing to say about this. Thank you all!
In hindsight, I don't think I was nearly mature enough at the beginning of my undergraduate experience to handle an undertaking like a college level degree. I pretty much wasted my first two years bumming around because I didn't know what to do in college, allowed my GPA to drop tremendously, and spent the last two years playing a painful game of catch up after a very strong wakeup call. And now, at the end of it all, I feel very unfulfilled and quite upset that I didn't realize the importance of a degree much earlier on. I think worst of all, the thing that's bothering me the most is that I know I could have done much better and succeeded if I'd done things differently.
In state tuition for schools in my state is quite cheap, and I may be able to get the entire thing covered by financial aid.
Furthermore, although there are graduate schools and jobs available for students with GPAs like mine, none of them are the ones that I am, at this time, willing to settle for. My sheer curiosity and ability in my major has grown considerably as of late, but I also know that not looking good in an application package is too difficult of a burden to overcome. As well, I think it would be too difficult to try to defend and build on an academic record like mine, especially when most of the jobs that I am searching for are academic based.
My final reason is somewhat more of a philosophical one but certainly the one that bothers me the most. I know that I have the ability to do very well in my major because I have been able to understand and enjoy the conceptual beauty of mathematics. But, my poor performance in my introductory level courses has left a great number of gaps in my ability to express mathematics fluently on paper. As such, I know for a fact that it is impossible to build on and make a career out of any skill (math in this case) that requires practice, especially mathematics. If there is anything that I have learned about mathematics, it is an art excelling in the science of precision and accuracy. It is not even close to enough to "get what's going on;" the language of your thought must be as accurate as possible. Even if I were to be able to get into a good graduate school, with my understanding at the level it is, I'd pretty much be setting myself up for failure. At this point, if I need to relearn and retake so many classes, I may as well just do the degree again and get off to the right start. I think it would be worth it to spend three years at most and get a chance to right my wrongs.
As well, doing a second degree would also allow me to change direction if I so chose. I wouldn't have to necessarily do math again, and I have been lately thinking a lot about a degree in a mathematical science, such as physics or economics, but I think that's somewhat of a digression for this post.
I would really appreciate anything anyone would be willing to say about this. Thank you all!