I have been very lazy in subjects other than physics programming. In things like french, history, languages and the likes, I have already taken the tests in those subjects and my grades are 5,6/10 on average My maths grades are like 6 on average.. I always get the maths perfectly when I read it myself but I can't really learn well with the conventional whiteboard tactics. In the whole my average grades are 6,5/10 I have no-one to blame for myself, I have horrible grades. I am ok at programming and physics, get 8/10 in physics average. I want to study abroad, I have the money for it but are there any universities that will take me in? I just messed up and I want to better myself, I want to go into physics or electrical engineering, I am thinking maybe I can get into a sh*t tier school, take my bachelors and then really try go get back on track in there, and then continue into masters and such. I feel so horrible about this, It was easy but I almost die out of boredom when I do anything not related to science, I want to get out of my country, and "start over". Is there a possibility I could get into any university(I'm in the EU) that accepts bad grades but understands I am willing to better myself. I have already finished electrodynamics, maxwells equations, calculus, imaginary numbers, differ equations and such. With this knowledge I can do most science related stuff, but those extra subjects have destroyed my already lacking grades. I have let myself and my family down(used to pwn school back in the days) This is a hole I dug for myself with arrogance(thought studying was for plebs). Can I rebuild?