RVBuckeye said:
Say I'm dreaming. I know what I'm experiencing is a dream, it's different than reality and the normalized state we walk around in. Now, is the ultimate goal of "union", the merger of the two states, into one state? One in which the conscious observer is unaware or oblivious of the dream. Realization of the dream state? (of course you're not dreaming at all, you're awake) Does that make sense? Is that the gist of it?
I will try to answer you in the "dream" context you are putting things. I've mentioned this before, that incessant thinking, our beliefs, our conditioning . . . all work together to create what I call a "semi-dream" state of consciousness.
You already are familiar with how if you think angry thoughts all day over something, it can create a mood. Well, we've been thinking and feeling some things nearly all our lives. These patterns are more or less grooved into our consciousness, and reinforced on a regular basis. The result of nonstop mentality is to create a sort of blended mood that affects everything we see, believe, do, accept, reject, desire. We often call this mood "me" or self because we've identified with it so strongly.
Actually it is a dream that we maintain all the time. When we perceive, everything is intercepted by the dream. We have our view of reality alright, but upon perception it is immediately incorporated into the "me" dream. Because of this we never experience reality pure, without the coloration of our dream unless, that is, one finds a way to return to the original uncolored condition of consciousness.
It is important to understand the theoretical basis for union mediation to see why it's said to be possible to re-acquire the pure consciousness state (children are born with it). The assumption of union meditation is that consciousness has a "nature," something that is distinct from whatever condition it is in. One of those conditions is the semi-dream I was describing, another is our current residence in our physical bodies which also has a powerful affect on consciousness. Most important is that, according to this theory, consciousness is NOT the personality or the body or the beliefs or the conditioning or the intellect, all those are (using the Buddha's term) the
acquired self.
So what is the nature of consciousness then? Imagine consciousness is a field, not an EM field, but a kind of
light field. It's pure self-aware illumination and not derived from any physical source, but from a much larger illumination source. This illumination is vibrant, it is bright, and it has a gentle pulsation.
Well, a couple of thousand years ago, some dedicated guys in India retreated to forests (thousands of them) and started practicing how to experience this light. The things they discovered over a period of a hundred years or so eventually became known as yoga (yoga just means "yoke" in the sense of binding the mind to a discipline or practice). Of the many yogas developed was the yoga of light; the Buddha was the first true master of that yoga. In my opinion, all the great masters, like Kabir and Nanak, descended from his realization (even Jesus).
The yoga of light is four meditation techniques. They have been a carefully guarded secret all this time, very few people know about them. The techniques are actually the experience of one's consciousness "pure" nature broken down into four aspects. Now here's where I get back to your dream concept.
If we are in a dream state, one that's been reinforced by years of participation, and if we for the most part totally believe the dream is real, then how can we escape it? Well, according to this venerated path of light, the way to escape is to practice experiencing pure consciousness. Now, rather than just being a victim of your juggernaut dreaming, you have a new influence affecting you.
Of course, with so much momentum behind the dream, there is no way the new experience is going predominate. This is why it takes years of dedicated practice, because it takes time for the pure experience to neutralize the momentum of the dream.
The way this light thing works is really very simple. Consciousness is light, but it is so caught up in activity it only sees itself as activity (like thinking, believing, etc.). But in union meditation one sits and experiences the base qualities of consciousness, its brightness, its vibrancy, its subtle pulse; also, as I mentioned earlier, one discovers consciousness is "constricted," so another thing one does is relax that which results in consciousness gradually opening and expanding.
What happens in "union”? Well, as one learns how to experience the base qualities, one allows them to predominate more and more. The chattering “acquired self” holds on too, but at some point the base consciousness qualities win, even if for just a moment, and one’s conscious energies previously tied up in the “me” dream all merge into the pure experience.
The dream disappears, one is awake for the first time, the mind is opened, one’s breath has been absorbed into that gentle pulsation of consciousness. It is a moving and beautiful experience, and if I am speaking accurately, then you can see why people who experience it claim it is
more real than their “normal” conscious state.
But the dream is only momentarily arrested, it creeps back in . . . over and over and over and over and . It will reestablish its rule totally if the practitioner doesn’t stick with his practice. This is also why I say it is only those fooled by their initial experience who think enlightenment happens “instantly,” as some today claim.
One last point. You know that subtle pulsation I said is part of the experience? Well, that is very interesting because the more one experiences it, the more one feels the whole universe is sort of breathing and that that pulse is its “breath.” If you read someone like Kabir saying “students, what is God? He is the breath inside your breath,” that is what is being referred to. As one let's go more and more, eventually a second kind of union happens where not only does one’s individual consciousness integrate, but one seems to join with a vastly greater source of illumination. In my opinion, this deeper merging is the origin of the only reliable reports about God (whether it is a correct interpretation that the light source is God is another issue).
So there you have my little dissertation on how union meditation contributes to waking from the “me” dream, and why some serious inner practitioners believe in God.