Jislaaik. If this is really my godlike subconscious instead of reality then it truly is a separate entity from me. I reckon I'll fall back onto the pantheistic worldview I had before, it makes the most sense whether reality is real or not.
"we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively" - Bill Hicks
Now I'll definitely wait till someone else responds.
If you are dismayed at all the nonsense, stupidity and wrong-doings you see and hear around you, it very likely doesn't have anything to do with you or your consciousness or subconsciousness. You are not going to get a much better argument.