Perhaps your being in 8th grade has something to do with your not seeing how (or why) your education level matters. 8th grade is very advanced compared to 4th grade, but not very advanced compared to the educational level that you will need for theoretical physics.
Are you sure about that? Persons of whom such a thing is true are rare, all the more so in that when they are discovered, they are likely to be brought to more advanced study.
I think that it's good that you have aspiration to exceed the mundane in your understanding; however, among the things that you will learn early in studying physics and the advanced mathematics necessary for understanding physics, is that Newtonian physics can be very challenging and sophisticated ##-## Newton is not the only person who was a giant of physics and mathematics, and not the only physicist and mathematician who was in general a giant of intellect, but he was certainly among the greatest of them, and part of his legacy is that not only what is called Newtonian physics, but also the physics associated with the special and general theories of relativity, and with quantum theory, cannot be well understood without familiarity with the work of Newton.
I think that it's safe to say that Paul Dirac understood Newton's work rather deeply before arriving at insights and inventions like this:
##\left(\beta mc^2 + c \sum_{n \mathop =1}^{3}\alpha_n p_n\right) \psi (x,t) = i \hbar \frac{\partial\psi(x,t) }{\partial t}##
and later furthering that to this:
##i \hbar \gamma^\mu \partial_\mu \psi - m c \psi = 0 ##
If that looks to you like Greek alphabet soup, please don't be too alarmed; you're not alone ##-## I think that many persons who are in 8th grade wouldn't know who Dirac was, let alone what the Dirac equation is or what it means ##-## please give yourself time, and even if you prefer to contemplate the conflicts between modern physics and classical physics, please don't be disdainful of classical physics ##-## it's still indispensable for the vast majority of practical physics utility, and you can't understand its limitations without first understanding a great deal about how well it covers so much.