My Personal Belief
The universe is the creator. It created itself(the big bang), therefore it is also the creation. My theory is that the universe is conscious. The universe IS conscious, because we are a part of it, and WE are conscious. It gave birth to us, and as offspring attain characteristics from their father and mother, my theory goes, so did we. From our 'father' the universe, and our 'mother' nature(Nature evolves with us AND is from the universe as well[of course], but also gives us our characteristics as we evolve together). We are apart of the creator and the creation and we are also conscious. In being so, I now can understand the human evolution of perception. Okay, so before the solar system fully took form, we were all once a part of "star stuff"(the building blocks) There was no reference point since we were just floating about in space. We were neither here nor there. There was no perception of up and down, or right and left. As we evolved into organisms on the Earth, the 5 common senses such as; Hearing, Seeing, Feeling, Tasting, Smelling, began to take form. Now that we have evolved here on Earth we have a reference point to determine what is up, what is down, what is right and what is left. I'll write up more on this later, when I have more time to study and think about it. My theory is; since the eyes initially interpret vision upside down, and the brain must flip it right side up, this has to do with our evolution and how we came to be conscious and aware at the state that we function in today. I have to admit... I am quite stumped right now... I have seen a lot of answers, but none of them explain it as deep and as far as I'd like to go... I hope that helps a little bit in your trek for ridding yourself of I... which I think you cannot do since you exist inside of I; you the being, and I; the existence, or all that is. It's impossible, what you are asking for is to go outside of existence. Even in doing so, you are bringing a new realm of existence into existence, which now becomes another part of 'I'; you the being and observer, and 'I'; the existence and all that is. It's not an illusion nor a paradox. The truth is, is that you cannot rid yourself of I. So how can you get rid of the 'I', when the 'I' is all that is? Illusions are neither truths nor answers. The truth is, is that they don't exist, that is why they are called illusions. 'Illusion' is just another fancy concept of 'nothing'. I believe what you are in search of is a concept that cannot exist. If I helped any, you're welcome in advance. If not, I wish you luck in your journey. If you ever come to any conclusions, please let me know. :) Take care Les.