Yes we will all die and yet death really is but a door to a continuance of life. Your life is about it's experience, in living it. As time goes onward, your presence in the here and now is what makes your life, gives it depth, shows you questions shows you answers. Yes, sometimes, it does suck and sometimes it is great. These are tempoary things, for life is not about the highs and lows, it is about what is. When you get to what is you will know it's purpose. You are not ready right now as I am not. I was once given this in a vision/dream. When I recalled it that day it physically saved my life and potentially the lives of others. There was no doubt, no question, no answer only the knowing of what is. Don't speak, bite the bullet and go for the gusto, ask the question to yourself if you are really interested in it. If you do this, the universe must answer you. It is physics, it must comply. Life is logical, the illogic is our disconnectedness from it's reality.