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pranav_bhrdwj
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Greetings.
I completed my bachelor's in physics from the 'University of Delhi', India, an year ago and I wish to pursue a career in fundamental research. I knew that a Master's in Physics was a very serious business and thus took an year off making sure i was ready for it.
However i have been facing this issue for a long time now.
In my first year to college i was introduced to 'Special Theory Of Relativity' and i was intrigued by its beauty. I studied it (with all my devotion) from 'Berkeley Physics Course : Vol 1' , 'Lectures on Physics by Feynman' and a book on special relativity by Einstein himself. I probably spent all my time studying and trying to comprehend it ; a huge mistake as 'STR' was only a part of my Course in Mechanics. I was happy though, that i knew STR really well.
However, 6 months later into my second semester I was devastated to realize that I had forgotten all that I had gone through. The only things I remembered were general things which i think any physics enthusiast knows, stuff like length contraction, time dilation, the ultimate speed limit. I had forgotten all the proofs which i had spent a lot of time understanding and memorizing. To me the fault seemed not having solved much problems on the topic, so i went through the theory again and this time solved all problems on the topic in the textbook, 'Concepts of Modern Physics' by Arthur Beiser. I wouldn't call the problems hard but i thought at-least I had done my part.
However, an year later I found myself at the same spot. I had to look at the formulas again, go through the proofs again and found not much difference when it came to the ease of solving problems and this was really discouraging. I was almost down to tears, for, what was the point in studying it so hard, if after an year i was no better at the topic as anyone else, who gave no attention to the details and cared not a bit more than getting grades ?
After completing my bachelors, I was still not satisfied with my grasp over Mechanics. I was weak at it in high school and problems in Mechanics (pulleys,rotational motion,friction to be specefic) always scared me. I picked up the book, 'An Introduction to Mechanics' by Daniel Kleppner and under the guidance of a very good teacher, read the text and approached the problems. After around 3 months I started to feel at ease with the problems and I could solve a lot of them after a little bit of struggle, though i couldn't solve a few at all and took to my teacher to solve them.
An year later, which is now, although I feel a lot more comfortable and confident than before, at times I can't solve problems that I had solved before, let alone the ones that I had to go to my teacher to solve. I have to go through the text, revisit some concepts and textbooks examples and then spend a considerable time,
10-20 mins for a 'relatively' easy problem : not those plug into the formula ones.
40-45 for the hard ones
and there still are problems that I cannot solve.
And thus after 4 years, I am yet again surrounded with the same question in my head : Isn't it pointless ? Why go on if I am to forget things after an year or so, when I take roughly the same amount of time to solve problems as i did firsthand ? At times I begin to lose my zeal for the subject and begin to question my interest in physics and whether or not i will be able to do research in the subject. :-/ I remember how enthusiastic I was when I entered college and had so many concepts buzzing around in my head and now i hardly spend time thinking of new things :/
Same is the story with : 'Electricity and Magnetism' and 'Quantum Mechanics', studied from textbooks by D.J Griffiths.
What am i doing wrong ? Should i be able to solve proofs on my own by now ? I know it is really late for getting this fixed up but i do not wish this problem to follow me when i do my Master's. How should i approach physics in my Master's program ?
I apologize for such a long post and I thank you all from the core of my heart for taking the time to read it. I really appreciate it. I'd be really grateful if you all can help me get out of this :)
I completed my bachelor's in physics from the 'University of Delhi', India, an year ago and I wish to pursue a career in fundamental research. I knew that a Master's in Physics was a very serious business and thus took an year off making sure i was ready for it.
However i have been facing this issue for a long time now.
In my first year to college i was introduced to 'Special Theory Of Relativity' and i was intrigued by its beauty. I studied it (with all my devotion) from 'Berkeley Physics Course : Vol 1' , 'Lectures on Physics by Feynman' and a book on special relativity by Einstein himself. I probably spent all my time studying and trying to comprehend it ; a huge mistake as 'STR' was only a part of my Course in Mechanics. I was happy though, that i knew STR really well.
However, 6 months later into my second semester I was devastated to realize that I had forgotten all that I had gone through. The only things I remembered were general things which i think any physics enthusiast knows, stuff like length contraction, time dilation, the ultimate speed limit. I had forgotten all the proofs which i had spent a lot of time understanding and memorizing. To me the fault seemed not having solved much problems on the topic, so i went through the theory again and this time solved all problems on the topic in the textbook, 'Concepts of Modern Physics' by Arthur Beiser. I wouldn't call the problems hard but i thought at-least I had done my part.
However, an year later I found myself at the same spot. I had to look at the formulas again, go through the proofs again and found not much difference when it came to the ease of solving problems and this was really discouraging. I was almost down to tears, for, what was the point in studying it so hard, if after an year i was no better at the topic as anyone else, who gave no attention to the details and cared not a bit more than getting grades ?
After completing my bachelors, I was still not satisfied with my grasp over Mechanics. I was weak at it in high school and problems in Mechanics (pulleys,rotational motion,friction to be specefic) always scared me. I picked up the book, 'An Introduction to Mechanics' by Daniel Kleppner and under the guidance of a very good teacher, read the text and approached the problems. After around 3 months I started to feel at ease with the problems and I could solve a lot of them after a little bit of struggle, though i couldn't solve a few at all and took to my teacher to solve them.
An year later, which is now, although I feel a lot more comfortable and confident than before, at times I can't solve problems that I had solved before, let alone the ones that I had to go to my teacher to solve. I have to go through the text, revisit some concepts and textbooks examples and then spend a considerable time,
10-20 mins for a 'relatively' easy problem : not those plug into the formula ones.
40-45 for the hard ones
and there still are problems that I cannot solve.
And thus after 4 years, I am yet again surrounded with the same question in my head : Isn't it pointless ? Why go on if I am to forget things after an year or so, when I take roughly the same amount of time to solve problems as i did firsthand ? At times I begin to lose my zeal for the subject and begin to question my interest in physics and whether or not i will be able to do research in the subject. :-/ I remember how enthusiastic I was when I entered college and had so many concepts buzzing around in my head and now i hardly spend time thinking of new things :/
Same is the story with : 'Electricity and Magnetism' and 'Quantum Mechanics', studied from textbooks by D.J Griffiths.
What am i doing wrong ? Should i be able to solve proofs on my own by now ? I know it is really late for getting this fixed up but i do not wish this problem to follow me when i do my Master's. How should i approach physics in my Master's program ?
I apologize for such a long post and I thank you all from the core of my heart for taking the time to read it. I really appreciate it. I'd be really grateful if you all can help me get out of this :)