nobelium102 said:
My only wish in life is that I have just enough money to support myself and my dog and may be help my parents a bit
I don't think that's going to be much of a problem with physics. I don't know of any physics majors that ended without some middle class lifestyle.
Another big wish is that I want to study something big like what Einstein, Newton, Stephen Hawkings...
I like asking big deep questions. What is space? What is time?
It so happens that I get paid to think about one really deep question which is "What is money?" Figuring out how the world economic system works and how I can help prevent another world economic collapse and make some money in the mean time strikes me as "something big."
One hint. When people talk about what physicists do, people mention Stephen Hawking, but while he is a good physicist, I think he isn't a good example of your typical physicist, or
even your typical astrophysicist.
The thing is whenever I look up some careers related to physics, all i see is people not being able to make it to research, telling people not to do pure science just go to engineering to make more money.
I'm doing research.
I am doing my best for scholarships but I don't know if they have scholarships in graduate school or to get phd
Physics Ph.D.'s are fully funded. You get to work as a serf grading papers.
Also, one good thing about a physics Ph.D.'s is that once you get a physics Ph.D., you can be a truck driver, bartender, or whatever you want to make money. This sounds weird, but it's not true for all graduate programs. If you go to law school, and you figure out that you hate law, you are stuck, because you are going to have $100,000 in debt that you are going to pay off assuming that you can get a job as a lawyer.
One of the cool things about getting a physics Ph.D. is that if you want to be a bartender or janitor, you can, because you aren't up to your nose in debt.