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I'm a CS undergrad going to a crappy public school and recently I decided that I want to switch majors and get a PhD in math or physics. I've been interested in both subjects for a long time, math has been a big theme throughout my whole life and I got very interested in particle physics back in high school.
I want to do theoretical physics the most as I love to constantly think about abstract concepts that have nothing to do with the present situation but I hear that there are very few opportunities for theoretical physicists. So I'm considering math as well, as I find it comes to me easily, and even if there were no opportunities open for mathematicians, I wouldn't need a great job at some giant laboratory to do math, all I would need is a pencil and some paper. I would much rather do physics, though, because I love the idea of figuring things about that relate to the real world. Some experimental physics interests me, I would love to work on a tokamak, or any sort of particle accelerator (I just realized that I had been considering work on particle accelerators theoretical physics but that's probably more experimental), but if I had to work with lasers that would bore me. But what do I know, I've only taken two physics courses.
Anyway, even though I love math and physics so much, and my recent full time internship made me realize that being a programmer will probably crush my soul, I don't think that any grad schools will accept me. My grades were absolutely terrible in high school, I barely graduated (although I didn't just slack off the whole four years, I spent a lot of my time outside of school hanging out online with super nerdy people, programming and hacking apart old computer games). When I went to college, I did even worse, I hung out with stoners all the time, I stopped going to class, I stopped doing most of my work, and I almost got kicked out.
But somehow, by some crazy ****ing miracle (excuse the language but that's exactly what it was, a crazy ****ing miracle), 3 semesters ago, I pulled my grades up enormously, and went from a 2.0 or below per semester GPA to a 3.5+ per semester GPA. This last semester I got a 3.88, which is the highest I've ever gotten the entire time I've been at school. I'm not taking all super duper easy classes either - this last semester I took linear algebra, vector calculus, a machine structures class (think programming assembly), and then two semi-easy classes.
But my overall GPA sucks. It's a 2.7. Perhaps it'll go up more in the next few semesters, but I doubt it'll go past 3. My major GPA is fantastic, it's at least 3.5, and I've heard that grad schools look mostly at your major GPA, but I feel the fact that my non-major GPA is ~2 is going to make schools toss my application in the garbage bin.
Am I thinking that GPA matters too much? Or am I correct? Is this fixable if I do lots of extracurricular activities? I'm hoping extracurriculars will save me. I'm spending almost all my free summer time outside of work studying differential equations and I'm planning on continuing this trend of outside studying indefinitely.
tl;dr - I screwed up coming into college, my gpa sucks, but I've gone from a consistant 2.0 to a consistant 3.5, do i have any hope towards grad school in a completely different major, etc
I'm a CS undergrad going to a crappy public school and recently I decided that I want to switch majors and get a PhD in math or physics. I've been interested in both subjects for a long time, math has been a big theme throughout my whole life and I got very interested in particle physics back in high school.
I want to do theoretical physics the most as I love to constantly think about abstract concepts that have nothing to do with the present situation but I hear that there are very few opportunities for theoretical physicists. So I'm considering math as well, as I find it comes to me easily, and even if there were no opportunities open for mathematicians, I wouldn't need a great job at some giant laboratory to do math, all I would need is a pencil and some paper. I would much rather do physics, though, because I love the idea of figuring things about that relate to the real world. Some experimental physics interests me, I would love to work on a tokamak, or any sort of particle accelerator (I just realized that I had been considering work on particle accelerators theoretical physics but that's probably more experimental), but if I had to work with lasers that would bore me. But what do I know, I've only taken two physics courses.
Anyway, even though I love math and physics so much, and my recent full time internship made me realize that being a programmer will probably crush my soul, I don't think that any grad schools will accept me. My grades were absolutely terrible in high school, I barely graduated (although I didn't just slack off the whole four years, I spent a lot of my time outside of school hanging out online with super nerdy people, programming and hacking apart old computer games). When I went to college, I did even worse, I hung out with stoners all the time, I stopped going to class, I stopped doing most of my work, and I almost got kicked out.
But somehow, by some crazy ****ing miracle (excuse the language but that's exactly what it was, a crazy ****ing miracle), 3 semesters ago, I pulled my grades up enormously, and went from a 2.0 or below per semester GPA to a 3.5+ per semester GPA. This last semester I got a 3.88, which is the highest I've ever gotten the entire time I've been at school. I'm not taking all super duper easy classes either - this last semester I took linear algebra, vector calculus, a machine structures class (think programming assembly), and then two semi-easy classes.
But my overall GPA sucks. It's a 2.7. Perhaps it'll go up more in the next few semesters, but I doubt it'll go past 3. My major GPA is fantastic, it's at least 3.5, and I've heard that grad schools look mostly at your major GPA, but I feel the fact that my non-major GPA is ~2 is going to make schools toss my application in the garbage bin.
Am I thinking that GPA matters too much? Or am I correct? Is this fixable if I do lots of extracurricular activities? I'm hoping extracurriculars will save me. I'm spending almost all my free summer time outside of work studying differential equations and I'm planning on continuing this trend of outside studying indefinitely.
tl;dr - I screwed up coming into college, my gpa sucks, but I've gone from a consistant 2.0 to a consistant 3.5, do i have any hope towards grad school in a completely different major, etc