i have spent the past four years in college already. most of my peers have graduated. I entered, by chance and luck, my dream school as an engineering major, but didn't have the confidence to continue the program. I skipped class almost all the time, because deep down, i didn't believe i could hack engineering, which is what i really wanted to do, since i love physics and its practical applications. i got dismissed from the uni after the first year, and attended a CC, where i bounced from major to major. I decided to major in statistics, because it has only 54 semester units, and engineering has 96. But even statistics major would take 2.5 years more to finish now, and the degree isn't that employable. I would be 25 when i graduate. I feel like i have wasted so much youth, and will have no choice but to waste the rest of my youth. I feel so worthless and hopeless. I don't know where to go from here. i feel too ashamed to face my high school peers, one of which i desperately want to have sex and am in love with. I was planning to lose my virginity with him as my graduation gift, but it seems so far way. I'm too ashamed to see him before i graduate. any comments, questions, tips, or advice?