Hard for me to say "Bye" to you-Tears for Physics I'm a undergraduate student in China,in a un-famous University,studying technology,which is because I didn't get enough marks in the exam of the entrance to university,and rejected by physics school.As you know or not,MARKS is everything in China.And it meant I would have little opportunity to study physics specially.The fact is indeed. But I didn't want to bend to fate.So I chose physics again when it's time to take the exam of the entrance to graduate study.But the subjects of the exam were two physics specialty courses:QM and College physics including Atomatic Physics,and two irrespective subjects:English and Politics. So besides the time I have to spend on English and Politics,I must master QM and Atomatic Physics in 3 months in order to pass the exam,without guidance,because the physics school of our school had moved to another campuss which was far away from the campuss where I lived. And I failed finally. I passed the College physics,but failed in QM for 10 marks,which full marks of the subject was 150. I have never doubted my aiblity in studying physics,all I need is an opportunity,but it's so difficult for me to get one. Maybe I haven't done my best,maybe have.But what it matters now?The result is definite.The blaze of hope studying physics is getting smaller and smaller. That is the rough way I aspaire after Physics.And the result may mean I will have little opportunity to study Physics.Because the fact is that I need a job to live on,and will have little time to study physics. But who knows?Who can determine the future expect God?Who can tell what the future will be? However,I will never give up the hope to study physics.Although maybe I couldn't take physics research as my career,but I will love physics in my heart forever.