Gale17,
Yes, I can totally understand you because I'm in the same situation as yours. I may even worse.
I really interested in Astronomy and Cosmology but there is no supports and resources at my country. There is no good library at all too. More over, even in those poor libraries, no book for the subject of my interest. On the other hand, there is only one or two publishers who publish this kind of books - transalted versions. Totally, there will not more than 10 books about this subject. Yes, not more than 10. The worse thing is they all are out-dated.
So, now I can only depend on Internet. The ISP of our country has only 2 years of age.
For the academic study about this subject, we have only one colledge which was established last year. There is no good teacher and the resources are not enough.
So, I have to read about Astronomy or Cosmology from old English books which are collected by my dad last 25 years ago. Now you can imagine my situation.
So, I just have to look at the sky to study about Astronomy and Cosmology. It is my study book.
That's why I've decided to go to USA to study Astronomy and Cosmology.