Evo said:
Somewhere along the line during last semester I had a sudden realization. You see, I tutor for the college and they have a facility in which all the beginning math students are required to attend to get help from tutors. Anyways, it just got repetitive. The Majority of students in the "Math Lab" come for help in Intermediary Algebra, so rarely do I get to tutor people in Calculus I, II, or III. But anyways people from all different kinds of math classes go to the "Math Lab" to get help and work on their homework. Anyway's I just got tired of helping people with the same problem over and over.
The semester also happened to be the semester in which I was unable to take a math class because the community college wasn't offering any higher math classes. So I sit bored out of my head waiting for this next coming spring semester so that I could further my knowledge in Mathematics. Sure, I could of have done some further reading on the next math class I would take and get ahead but in a sense I've done that already. I'm just not being challenged and I am not really happy with Math and Science anymore. I had a dream of attempting a Ph.D in Mathematics but last semester I learned that I didn't want to take that road and that it isn't worth it.
So anyways that last semester I took Creative Writing(Poetry), Theatre Appreciation, Government I, and Intro Chemistry(which I wasn't supposed to take, but I took it anyways for an easy 4 credits). During that semester I missed my first government exam due to being sick. So I went to go see my Government Professor who has a Ph.D to make up my exam. I went in his office and I saw the most devastating, saddest thing I've ever seen in my whole entire life. I saw a lonely old man who had no wife, no kids, and all he cared about was knowledge and the United States Constitution. I spent all of my time in his class listening to his unoriginal ideas and statements to back up original documents that were written in 1770's.
The crazy thing is last semester, I actually gave up in education in general too. I didn't study at all and I would go home after class and go directly to sleep. I still managed somehow to get an A in all classes and I was absolutely pissed off about that. I'm tired of making A's and it's making me sick. During that semester I developed a passion for theatre. So now I am going into Theatre, but I still rely on my skills in Mathematics and Physics to make money as a Freelance Tutor and as a Tutor for Community College.
Whoa! Sorry I tend to have long answers to even the most simple questions.