Mark44 said:
But that's what you need to do. The good thing is that if you've been through it before (and were fairly capable at it), it's easier the second time through.
Thanks for the words of encouragement. They're greatly appreciated and needed at this point.
Back when I was attending college, I was more than capable. I finished my AA with a solid 4.0. I was so far ahead of classmates that I was an "unofficial" tutor for Physics I & II (the college didn't have the budget for a TA for undergrad, but the professor was also the chair of the Natural Science Department, pressed for time, and so I did it simply because I like helping others).
I had to stop college at the end of my 3rd year due to a family crisis. To add, I'm very self-critical, so even then, I would get frustrated with myself if I struggled to find the answer to a problem. If I didn't get every homework question right, and 100 on every exam, I would be extremely frustrated with myself. Always been very self-critical.
Trig was always my weak spot back then. I know it took a while for me to fully wrap my brain around some of it. The calculus involving derivatives, integrals, stepping it up into 3D (and 4D with time) in Calc III, no problem for me at all. But with trig, there were some things that were challenging for me. This time around, I know there is some of it that I grasp better this time around, but still a TON to catch up on.
Oh, and proofs. I was NEVER good at proofs, especially trig ones. I know I need to brush up on it a lot. I'm using both the Thomas Calc book and a trig and algebra book specifically designed to brush up on what you need for Calc ("Just in Time Algebra and Trigonometry for Calculus").
Sorry for the lengthy post. Just a bit frustrated and thoughts are racing. I have at least six courses I need to refresh on before I start college, and ideally looking to go in fall. So, six courses, six months, while I'm working full-time and still trying to make some time for family (we have children). It's do-able, but I really have to put this time in to have things committed to memory.
I really appreciate everyone's help. I definitely need it at times, lol.