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OK...maybe I'm just moderately crazy then. I'm okay with that!
rhody said:Holy ... !
I was looking at a web page in deep blue, almost purple background http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=1785", with white lettering:
Guess what I saw: partial grapheme -> color synesthesia for letters:
lower case: n,d,h,p,u,f,t,g,n light green
lower case: l,i,o,e,1,8 light pink
Holy crap ! If I rapidly open, close and strobe my eyes, more than 3 times a second, the effect goes away and the letters are pure white !
Woo hoo... now I know what partial grapheme -> color associative synesthesia feels and looks like.
I swear to God, I am shaking as I type this. I can't freaking believe it. By sheer chance, in a search for a missing scientist of all things, thanks, Dr Li, I hope you are alright and they find you intact somewhere.
Rhody...
P.S. RasalHague, do some 3 to 5 second stobing with your eyes, both, left only, right only, and let me know what you see, just for comparison.
Now that I know my form of synesthesia only manifests with dark/blue/purple background, try my page as well with white lettering and let me know what you see.
fuzzyfelt said:Also, rhody, would you mind elaborating on the maps mentioned that resemble pianos and piano keys, or are there links, please?
Frame Dragger said:On a purely anecdotal note, my trumpet instructer (and now friend) claims to have the experience of percieving certain notes as having a colour. I've never had a reason to believe otherwise, and he was drawn to the music BECAUSE of that, or so he says. Considering that he previously worked in a wool-mill, and had no formal musical education... I'm not surprised.
I was looking down I noticed an increase in what appeared to be cloud shadows, I look up and it's clear as a bell. I look down and realize it's the thermal heat from the roof and it's casting moving shadows.
The term "infrared" refers to a broad range of frequencies, beginning at the top end of those frequencies used for communication and extending up the the low frequency (red) end of the visible spectrum. The wavelength range is from about 1 millimeter down to 750 nm. The range adjacent to the visible spectrum is called the "near infrared" and the longer wavelength part is called "far infrared".
madhatter106 said:as to the heat thermal shadow, best I can describe it is if you get a fire going in the afternoon, bbq or otherwise look at the sunlight filtering through the heat, does it cast shadows? do you notice the light refraction on the ground? the shadows I see are like that always moving but don't seem to be affected by wind. and looking thru a window at them nearly makes them disappear.
madhatter106 said:hope that helps. oh and incidently I can also focus on the cells in my eye and see the structure nerves and shadows. odd I know but it's possible, I had to google it to make sure I wasn't really nuts.
right except I'm using that as an analog so that you may get an idea of what I see, it's not as strong as the refraction of light in that example but it's there it's also not in 'colors' but more of a lack of color. It would be nice if it was somehow useful but it really isn't, more distracting than anything.bobze said:You're not seeing "thermal shadows", you're seeing changes in air density. Different temperature airs have different refractive indexes, which changes the path of light. The "shadow" you see cast from this is simply due to the altered path of light (refraction) from the different air densities. Its something most people can see, even though its pretty subtle. No X-men abilities today![]()
bobze said:Nor can you focus on cells in your eyes, at that distance you can't get the resolution to see a cell. Not to mention that the best resolving power of the best human eyes is still in the hundreds of microns, meaning you'd never be able to pick out an individual cell--Which are much smaller than our resolving power. The "cobwebs" (what I think you probably are calling nerves) and "cells" are debris in your vitreous humor, the gel-like liquid in your eye.
As you age, some of the vitreous humor is replaced with a higher water content gel, which allows debris to "float" around in it. When it floats across the eye in a way that it obstructs the light ray entering the eye, it casts a shadow on your retina.
You're not actually seeing anything, you're "seeing" the obstruction of light by the debris.
Similar to if a large object in low Earth orbit crossed in front of a star you were observing. You wouldn't see the object, rather the obstruction of the light source you were looking at.
This is something that happens to all people, most typically when they observe bright light sources, but if you ever notice a change in incidence/rate of occurrence, you should talk to your doc (family doc or eye doc) about it. As certain pathological conditions can change the frequency you get "floater".
rhody said:Madhatter,
I think that Fuzzy, Bobze, and I or anyone else following this thread will not get to the "root" of your strange sight perceptions unless you provide us with one of those magic, "a picture is worth a thousand words images". Can you google/images or Google/video to find something remotely close to what you are trying to describe to us.
Second, when you were little, were you a premature, if so, did you get oxygen ? I was thinking about this: http://www.vahealth.org/vnsp/documents/2009/birthdefects/English%20-%20PDF%20-%20For%20Web/Retrolental%20Fibroplasia.pdf"
I am drawing at straws here, the only inkling I have about everything you have said so far that relates to synesthesia is how you describe seeing blood red in letters when viewing text in a dark room, everything else seems to relate to your unusual sense of vision. Even if what you are experiencing is NOT related to synesthesia, you have tweaked enough interest here to assist you in uncovering an explanation, however odd it may be.
One last question, as a child for whatever reason, did you stare at the sun, solar or lunar eclipses for extended periods, again, I am grasping, trying to find a clue that will lead us to what you are experiencing. Finally, do you know of anyone else who has the same vision perception that you do ?
Rhody...
P.S. I am not forgetting what you said about emotion and music, that appears to be a valid synesthetic trait.
kchiki said:I've been reading through this thread and definitely don't want to derail any conversation about MadHatter's experiences with vision, etc. But this forum has the most recent posts of any I've found about synesthesia and honestly, has the best scientific approach to mapping it out and understanding it.
I only realized a few months ago that not everyone sees colors for letters, numbers, days of the week and months of the year. I actually found out that there is a name for it completely by accident while taking a personality quiz online.
I've gone through the battery of tests at synesthete.org and scored better than even I thought I would. Here's a summary of what I've learned is synesthetic about how I perceive the world.
- Letters and Numbers -> Colors
- Days of the Week, Months of the Year -> Colors
- Pain -> Colors
- People (Personalities, I suppose) -> Colors
- Sound -> Physical Sensations
- Musical Tones -> Colors
To further elaborate, harsh sounds feel like sand or grit peppering my skin from the direction of the sound. Some softer sounds are more like a very mild tingle, always from the direction of the sound. Another interesting thing that I'm not sure is synesthetic is that if I'm startled (for instance, if a car stops suddenly in front of mine in traffic), I physically feel a strong harsh tingle all over my face, arms, hands, chest, etc.
Pain evokes color in my mind's eye, usually warm bright tones.
I automatically attribute colors to people. I myself am a deep purple.
I have very few "cool" colors in my letters and numbers (meaning, blues, greens, purples). The ones I do have are very dark. Most of my letters and numbers, and all of my weekdays are reds, oranges, yellows, browns and white, which are none of my favorite colors. (If I could change them, I would have mostly greens, blues and purples!) My months are the only ones that have any soft colors, and they're only February (pale blue) and April (pink).
Music evokes colors in my head to the extent that different tones make me "think" in different colors. For instance, a song on the radio may make all my thoughts blue-ish grey.
I don't physically see any colors with my eyes. All of my colors are strictly internal.
I've done a very informal poll in my social circle and have found one synesthete on the same level as me, and one very mild one, but that's it so far. I have yet to ask my father and sister whether they do it too, but once I do, I'll report back.
I think it's great the way Rhody and some others are approaching this, as it's completely fascinating to me to experience it. It's completely involuntary and I can't change any of it willingly. 2 will always be yellow and S will always be deep, dark blue.
kchiki said:The all-knowing, all-seeing Google, heh.
It is a real physical sensation on my skin, akin to goosebumps, chills, etc. So colors are only in my mind's eye but sounds are a very real physical sensation. Strange, huh?
I just got ahold of my younger sister and she associates colors with weekdays and some letters and months. But apparently not to the extent that I do.
I'll definitely check out Fuzzyfelt's thread. You're right in that should be an interesting experience. As I said, I've only been exploring this for a few months, all while working full-time, parenting, etc. My son is almost 3. I'm very interested in whether he has any synesthetic traits or not. My husband does not and my Father doesn't either. My mother is deceased, so we may never know if she did or not.
Welcome to PF kchiki, your post is highly appreciated.kchiki said:That's an interesting thought! I haven't asked my son yet what color "A" is but may ask him to see how long he considers an answer. If he comes up with a color, I'm definitely open to letting him use that color to draw it out and practice.
waht said:Why am I suggesting this? I've tried to understand my situation, how and when my letter to color mappings were made. When I think about it a little too hard I get this:
About seven letters in the alphabet are yellow of distinct shades. The grade school I went to was also yellow whose shade closely resembles letters 'a' and 'u'. The hallways in the school were darker yellow about the same shade as letter 'e' or 'q'. My grade school had a brown signet with a giant letter 'k' in it. My synesthesia color for 'k' is also brown. When I was little I used to call my dad 'tata' which is similar to 'papa'. But since my dad wore blue flannel shirts all the time, the synasthesia letter for 't' is also blue.
I don't know if this is just a fluke, it could very be, I'm just speculating. Or was this synesthesia in the making? I'll probably never know.
But that's why I've suggested to keep a journal. Maybe something interesting will show up.
rhody said:Holy ... ! The level of detail and memory you provide associated with the colors and large letter K signet is absolutely brilliant ! When and how did this all "click" in your mind, or have you just been hiding this from us ?
I am often reminded how synesthesia is not carved in stone and that it is documented that people who meditate for a decade or more seem somewhere along the way to develop multiple forms of it in the process. I have not seen a shred of evidence of "rapidly emerging synesthesia" which may shed some light on the process, we need an experiment that allows for a rapid, testable, and repeatable experiment that does this. Maybe from someone who is thinking deeply about this. Waht, you are on a roll, how about giving it a shot ?
Maybe our plastic brains have ways of "imprinting" these wandering neurological pathways, better yet, since as Merzenich's describes in his research, that brain maps change every couple of weeks, this fact is now beyond a shadow of doubt based on competition for valuable neurological "real estate", that nagging question that keeps driving my curiosity, is that some deeper yet unidentified QM and electromagnetic principle is at work here.
It drives me nuts, I feel like an ant on a log and unable to truly "step back" and get the big picture based on more fundamental principles. It makes me that much more determined than ever, and with a bit of OCD in my makeup, it helps, hehe. I will not quit, but keep exploring uncharted avenues and dark alleys looking for clues.
Waht, did you get chills when you realized this ?