Faustus said:
I wrote a long reply to your interesting post, then read it and thought "this is nonsense" (my post, not yours).
What a shame you didn't post it. I would have loved to have tried to make sense of it. If you still have a copy of it would you mind sending it to me in a private message if you still don't want to post it? I would appreciate it.
Faustus said:
So, back to the drawing board?
Yes. I'd like that.
Faustus said:
... my perfect sphere is not your "one"; my sphere was just a metaphor to convey an abstract notion, your "one" not only is real but probably the most real thing around, if not the only.
You are right about my notion of the "one" being the only real thing around. But when I equated the "one" with your sphere I was also speaking metaphorically. I did not mean to imply that I thought the "one" was in fact a featureless sphere. I still think that the abstract notions you were trying to convey apply to the "one" in much the same way you intended.
Faustus said:
...you and I speak slightly different languages, and ... we can only establish communication about somewhat trivial things. When it gets to metaphysics, we can only agree when we reduce metaphysics to physics, which is kind of strange to me.
In spite of that, I think we are not far apart in our thinking. I'll try to demonstrate that in this post. And even though this discussion may be trivial, I think it still could be fun. It also has the potential to straighten out some goofy ideas I might have. Let's see how far we can get.
If we are going to reduce metaphysics to physics, I think we must first reduce the ideas to mathematics, and even before that, to logical statements, and ultimately before that, to definitions of the terms we will use. So let's go back to the drawing board and start by defining some terms, in particular the troublesome terms 'I', 'you', 'me', 'consciousness', 'identity', and 'individual' for starters. Hopefully this can give us a reasonable approach to our discussion of Anubis' question, "Why am I me?"
(I will retract my suggestion of a "spectrum" to clarify those troublesome words. I can see that it was more confusing than helpful.)
Let's start by considering the word 'I'. We use this word ambiguously, for example these four uses of yours:
Faustus said:
I wrote a long reply to your interesting post
Faustus said:
I realized I must have existed before I was born
In the first usage, you clearly refer to a writer which is "your body with its fingers striking keys on your keyboard". Let's refer to this meaning of 'I' as the 'body'.
The body is physical and typically has a name e.g. 'Faustus', 'Paul', etc. Bodies are born, they die, and they have finite lifetimes. It is the bodies which "others" see and interact with. Beyond that, let's not impute anything more to bodies until after we have defined some more terms.
In your second usage, you referred to a realizer. Here I think you mean an entity capable of thinking, realizing, wondering, imagining, hurting, appreciating, remembering, planning, etc. Let's define 'consciousness' as that set of capabilities, and a 'conscious entity', (CE), as an entity which experiences consciousness.
A conscious entity might very well be the body we defined above, as the physicalists would surely maintain. But I think it is premature in our discussion to jump to that conclusion. So I propose that we use the term 'CE' when referring to a conscious entity in this discussion in order to try to minimize ambiguity and avoid some hidden assumptions.
(Now with just these two terms (body and CE) defined, we can clearly state some of our deep disagreements here. For example, most people would probably say that there are some six billion CEs. I think there is only one CE, and I suspect Dennett might say that there are zero CEs.)
Moving on to your third and fourth usages of 'I', you said "I...existed before I was born". The fourth usage must mean the body, since it was born. But since your body clearly didn't exist before it was born, the third usage must refer to something other than the body. I think you meant to refer to the "real" you here. Let's use the term 'essence' to refer to what I think you meant by this third usage.
So, instead of using the ambiguous term 'I', let's either use 'body', 'CE', or 'essence' to be clear about what we mean.
Another trouble spot is the case of possessives. When we say something like 'your body', or 'Faust's essence', we beg the question of exactly who or what is the owner of the body or the essence. In thinking about the candidates, it seems to me that it should be the essence which is the owner. After all, the essence is the "real" thing.
There are still pitfalls, however, simply resulting from the language. For example, if I refer to "my body's consciousness", it seems as if the body owns the consciousness. That's not a problem as long as we keep the concepts of 'body' and 'consciousness' distinct in our minds. But the 'my' at the beginning of the phrase, indicates some owner of the body! So there is still an implied ambiguity. Here I think the concept of essence can step in and serve as the real and ultimate owner of all the features, aspects, and properties of one of "us", no matter how we express these things.
(I have a feeling I am rambling. I am tempted to follow your example and discard this post. . . . Naaah. I'll press on and try to be less wordy.)
One more troublesome word is 'identity'.
Faustus said:
The way I see it, you can't really differentiate between yourself and any other conscious being; your sense of identity is not what you are. It's like looking at the surface of a perfect sphere: how do you tell one point from another, if they all look exactly the same?
Here it seems that by 'identity' you mean a set of identifying features which allow the identified entity to be distinguished from all other entities, thus marking that entity as an "individual". I'll go along with that.
Now with those definitions and understandings of usage, let me quote you and then interpret each quotation in these terms. Then you can tell me if I got it right or not.
Faustus said:
One thing that became clear for me is that, at my essence, I am not a thing, an object; I am only an idea, or rather a collection of ideas.
One thing that became clear to my CE was that my essence is not a body; my essence is only an idea, or rather a collection of ideas.
Faustus said:
It's been a while since I realized I must have existed before I was born, that in fact I have existed forever in the past.
It's been a while since my CE realized that my essence must have existed before my body was born, that in fact my essence has existed forever in the past.
Faustus said:
You are an idea; ideas are abstract, they exist outside of time, as opposed to things physical.
Your essence is an idea; ideas are abstract, they exist outside of time, as opposed to things physical like bodies.
Faustus said:
I think of myself as an abstract entity, like the number 37. So I am an abstract thing, an idea.
As to why I am this "me" and not some other "me", I think the only possible answer is: because we are all the same.
My CE thinks of my essence as an abstract entity, like the number 37. So my essence is an abstract thing, an idea.
As to why my essence is this individual and not some other individual, my CE thinks the only possible answer is: because our essences are all the same one ("one").
Faustus said:
There is no difference between me, you, and anyone else who exists. We are all one, and the perception that we are different is just an illusion. If I were someone else, I would still be "me" because everybody else is also "me".
There is no difference between me, you, and anyone else who exists. Our essences are all one, and the perception that we are different is just an illusion to the one essence owing to the multiplicity of bodies. If my body's essence were running someone else's body, my essence would still be the same one because everybody else is also run by the same essence.
Faustus said:
So, to answer your question, you did not come to existence, but rather gained an identity, and that was by mere chance. You always existed, as an undifferentiated point in the sphere, but you only gained an identity when a pen made a dot in your position - that act suddenly made you from a point to a dot which is different from all other dots.
So, to answer your question, your essence did not come to existence, but rather gained an identity by associating with a body, and that was by mere chance. Your essence always existed, as the "one" essence, but your body only gained an identity when your essence began running a specific body at birth on Earth - that act suddenly made your body's CE become aware of that particular body which is different from all other bodies.
Faustus said:
In a nutshell, we are who we are because we are the only thing that truly exists. That thing is usually referred to as God, but it doesn't really have a name.
In a nutshell, even though our bodies are distinct, our essence is the same because our essence is the only thing that truly exists. That thing is usually referred to as God, but it doesn't really have a name. And, since the references to God are wildly inconsistent and contradictory, it would be a mistake to use the term 'God' to refer to this "one" essence.
Faustus said:
Quote: Paul:
"I believe that that "thing" is the only thing that truly exists and that everything else, including physical reality, is a figment of that "thing's" imagination."
Faustus: Here is the interesting bit. I can find a way to interpret your statement above as something other than nonsense, but when I do that it simply translates as ordinary commonsense.
Please tell me what your ordinary commonsense interpretation of my statement is.
Faustus said:
What exactly did you mean with that statement that cannot be stated in more mundane terms?
Nothing, I guess. Here it is in mundane terms: "My CE believes that the "one" essence is the only thing that truly exists and that everything else, including physical reality and human bodies, is a figment of that "one's" imagination."
Faustus said:
Are you sure you're just not giving different names to things known otherwise?
No. That's exactly what I'm doing. It's just that those different names are used in different ways by different people. I just tried to clear up the ambiguities.
Faustus said:
For instance, if physical reality is a figment of the thing's imagination, how does that change our understanding of physics?
I don't see that it changes it at all. After all, our understanding of physics is based on mathematics. Mathematics is based on concepts. Concepts inhere in conscious minds. Given the fact that there is only one conscious mind doing all the thinking, it is no problem to understand that that "one" conscious mind could have dreamed up the laws of physics that govern the physical universe and the set of mathematical points which constitute it.
Without a conscious mind in the background in that way, I think it is very difficult to understand physics. Once we apprehend the laws of physics, how are we to understand how those laws got established? And how are we to understand what those mathematical points are which are endowed with such attributes as mass and spin? Both the laws and the points are much easier understood as concepts conceived by a mind than as some mysterious pre-existing set of abstractions (of what? and in what?) that preceded and caused the physical universe to exist.
There's much more to say, but this is probably enough for now.
Paul