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homeomorphic said:I joined physics forums back when I was still in grad school and not really suspecting it would turn out that I hate topology beyond a certain point. I just don't consider it that important to change the name. It is what I got my PhD in, so it's still somewhat accurate. I didn't really stop liking the topology that I used to like--I just never started liking the research-level stuff when I got there, and I also was disappointed that I wasn't able to make the connection to physics as well as I'd hoped. Plus, there's the other point I make about the 10,001st theorem you learn not adding very much. There's just a certain level of complexity that starts triggering my gag reflex, especially if there are no applications anywhere in sight. I always though of myself more as a mathematical physicist, even from the beginning, which is one reason I was so disappointed with grad school in math. So, in some ways, I haven't changed that much. The issue was that I didn't know what I was signing up for, more than that I have changed, although I did change quite a bit, too.
I'm not completely breaking with my mathematical past. It's just that I'm a very hardcore applied guy now. As one of my professors from undergrad said, "I was a topology student, but I recovered."
It was a lot like getting into drugs or something. At first, it draws you in, but then after a few years, you're in this hell on earth, and you wonder how you could have been so stupid to do something like that to yourself.
why didn't you go to grad school for physics if you knew from the start that you were a mathematical physicist? I mean, it's one thing to enter grad school with a passion for pure maths and then graduate with a disdain for how little application there is. It is another to know that you were a mathematical physicists from the "beginning", enter maths grad school, and graduate disappointed that there was no application. I don't mean to disrespect you or to ridicule your decision ; i am just curious to why you chose maths grad school when you knew you were a mathematical physicist.