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CluelessProf
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Hello everyone. I have not found this topic, so it must be highly unusual.
It is very embarrassing, so I ask any responders to please be nice...
I am in the unusual position of being a fully funded researcher who is running out of ideas much faster than I'm running out of money.
I am in an undergraduate school that puts a higher priority on teaching than on research (though you can't get tenure without doing both), so my research output need not be as intense as in the major research schools. Even so, I found that my output has been very weak.
I have a three-year federal grant. After one year, the original objectives in the proposal have been either fulfilled sooner than expected or discovered to be unattainable. But the first annual report was fairly decent, with a couple of publications. Since then, I have started new studies and directions, but none of them have produced much fruit, and as the second annual report deadline approaches, I know I will have no publications to report -- just a bunch of conference presentations and unpublished work that got nowhere. To make things worse, I am now out of ideas as to what other topics to pursue. For someone in a small lab with slower output pace, I cannot compete with bigger labs and so I must find a special niche -- this makes it difficult to come up with good research ideas in my situation.
I am becoming terribly anxious and embarrassed: I know so many people having trouble getting resources/funding and yet have nothing but great ideas, and here I am with all the resources I need, and not making full use of them. I know that sooner or later the jig will be up, and all I can see is a future ending in catastrophic failure and shame. I am always searching, but I can't seem to catch a break.
What do I want from this forum? I'm not sure -- Maybe I seek encouragement, maybe I hope others have gone through this same problem and found a solution, maybe I want suggestions or tough love.
It is very embarrassing, so I ask any responders to please be nice...
I am in the unusual position of being a fully funded researcher who is running out of ideas much faster than I'm running out of money.
I am in an undergraduate school that puts a higher priority on teaching than on research (though you can't get tenure without doing both), so my research output need not be as intense as in the major research schools. Even so, I found that my output has been very weak.
I have a three-year federal grant. After one year, the original objectives in the proposal have been either fulfilled sooner than expected or discovered to be unattainable. But the first annual report was fairly decent, with a couple of publications. Since then, I have started new studies and directions, but none of them have produced much fruit, and as the second annual report deadline approaches, I know I will have no publications to report -- just a bunch of conference presentations and unpublished work that got nowhere. To make things worse, I am now out of ideas as to what other topics to pursue. For someone in a small lab with slower output pace, I cannot compete with bigger labs and so I must find a special niche -- this makes it difficult to come up with good research ideas in my situation.
I am becoming terribly anxious and embarrassed: I know so many people having trouble getting resources/funding and yet have nothing but great ideas, and here I am with all the resources I need, and not making full use of them. I know that sooner or later the jig will be up, and all I can see is a future ending in catastrophic failure and shame. I am always searching, but I can't seem to catch a break.
What do I want from this forum? I'm not sure -- Maybe I seek encouragement, maybe I hope others have gone through this same problem and found a solution, maybe I want suggestions or tough love.